self-addiction

Everybody Dance Now.

2010-09-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

I logged in wanting to post bout how funny today was till i remembered that o level is coming up. and i'm suppose to remain in a bad mood.

Cj and Siyan,
idk if you guys purposely make a fool out of yourselves today just to make me smile. but seriously man, thanks. <3

i think i'm becoming stupid. not to mention nerdy. every single day i'm studying studying studying.
i can't wait till o level is over. then i can party and work work work. saves me from thinking bullshit everyday.

okay lah. i don't know what to post la. i'm only posting cause got some stalker keep hinting me to update. HAHHA!

I hate two faced people. It's hard to decide which face to slap first.

[:

2010-06-13T17:14:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEY!
I'M FINALLY POSTING AGAIN!

so, hmmm, i got no idea what to post.
june holidays, went for the Adam Khoo camp for 4 days as an A.coach.
its funfunfunfunfun!
but very tired. heh, back home at 2am everynight wake up at 5am then next day. anyway, its was all worth it :D

yesterday, went for the follow up booster.
after that went for lunch and caught THE KILLERS. god, Ashton Kutcher is damn hot!

so after movie, some went off, went to The Coffee Bean to chit chatty with andrew and benjamin.
talk bout life hahaha.

came back, fb all the way till night. hahahah
yeah i know, damn no life. but somehow, fb became my new msn. LOL.

okay, i've posted, HAPPY LIONEL? nth compared to the wimpy kid's diary i know. HAHAHAHHAHA

oh oh oh

2010-03-09T20:17:00.002+08:00

there's a lot of excitement today.
LOL!

let start off with the bee thang
all 41 sure know, today outside the class theres this frigging big swamp of bees.
swamp and not just 1 or 2
then at first nazhifah told me shes like,
N: omg cynthia look outside!
C: *look outside* huh what see what?
N: its like a lot of bees or flying thing!
C: * stares for 10 seconds then realises* OMG WTF * closes window
then the whole class started shrieking LOLOL!

kk not so funny, but scary instead.
anyway, told jocelene i got this very very nice picture
told her to on bluetooth
then sent her the picture.
when she opened the picture her expression was like CLASSIC!

k, then i suddenly forgot all the funny stuffs that happened. LOL!

I look at my hands and feel sad,

2010-02-25T16:26:00.004+08:00

kay kay kay i got many many funny things to say today!

YESTERDAY,

firstly,
yesterday, grace suddenly turn around and ask me if i dropped my paper. then i keep stretching my head to find wheres my paper.
THEN THEN THEN SUDDENLY GRACE SCREAMED LIZARD!
LOL idk how to say but its darn funny.

kay kay another one.
i got really bored. then i kept singing people's name over and over. LOL!
kay that wasn't that funny.

hmmm
TODAY,
oh oh oh!
today got bee.
then fly toward jocelene, then i don't dare move away cause i scared that the bee will fly towards me.
so jocelene have to squeeze her way out LOL!
THATS NOT ALL!
then the bee flew back, THEN EVERYONE SAW HIM ACTING MACHO THEN SUDDENLY WHEN THE BEE FLY NEAR HIM, HE USE HIS SCISSORS TO "CUT" THE BEE.
LIKE WHATTHEFUCK RIGHT! LMAOLMAOLMAO

actually, today me and jocelence was laughing the whole bloody day.
but now i forgot everything :/

okay okay funny video

i love the moon

2010-02-22T21:56:00.004+08:00

heyheyhey!
missed me? hee
i'know, i have not been blogging for a very long time.
well, i'm finally blogging ain't i.

anyway, i have some very hilarious and cool stuffs to rant bout today.
so, today, i brought gums to school, then "partner" ( she does not want to identified. ) says she want, so i passed her one.
then she complained that its not minty enough.
so i passed her another one. and told her not to swallow on the same time.
then shes like : of course i won't swallow la. i won't anyhow upset my stomach okay!
then she lean back to her chair.
and GUESS WHAT?! SHE SWALLOWED ONE OF THE GUM BY ACCIDENT!
its darn epic.
and thats not all.
then she say the gum i blocking her windpipe. so quickly told her to drink water and don't swallow the other one.
then she drink halfway, SHE FRIGGIN SWALLOWED THE OTHER ONE AS WELL! WITH THE WATER! ROFL!

kk another one.

i said something really crap to nazhifah.
then jocelene stalked me and overheard what i said.
then she say i "full of cock"
but i coundn't hear what she said
so the rest of the conversation follows,

J: your so full of cock
C: huh? can't hear you
J: i say, your so full of cock
C: HAR WHAT YOU SAY SAY LOUDER
J: cok you know COCK COCK COCK.
C: which one?

know why?
cause i really can't hear whatthehell she saying the first few times.
then the third time when she repeated 3 time i heard 'talk', ' hop' and 'hong'
that's why i ask her which one!
whattheeff its very funny fyi. so laugh.

kk still have okay!
today's such an epic day. that why must share!@

k, today have the grammar test.
then i was getting ready, i sat up straight. and i tried to push the chair into the table.
but its hard. no matter how i tried. then i kept trying to tuck myself in and i end up in the middle of the empty row still trying to tuck myself into the table.
get it? its really funny but idk what it doesn't sound funny./ teehee!

kay and thats all.
oh and i got caught for chewing gum in class. THRICE.
idk why i type that out. so, YEAH! \m/

If life gets hard, suck on it

2010-01-12T15:54:00.001+08:00

I-WANT-TO-WATCH-ITS-COMPLICATED-ON-THE-14TH!
and-amath-is-strangling-me.
F*ck yeah

Every summer is playing on repeat

2010-01-09T13:25:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey yo!
phew! its finally the weekends!
basically i've been studying all week, cca, rp open house, and more studying.
next week is finally my birthday and idk why, im not in a partying mood D:
have i become nerdy D: wtf lol

anyway, watched the time traveler's wife just now.
its so bloody awesome!
Rachael McAdam is so gorgeous :D
okay, got to go to complete the rest of my hwk tmr family bring me out to celebrate my birthday.
haiz mean more eating D:

OH YEAH AND I FRIGGIN GREW ANOTHER 3.1CM OVER THE HOLIDAYS! YAY ME!

sister sister sister >:D

2010-01-05T16:53:00.002+08:00

yaw yaw yaw!
GUESS WHAT MAN!
I PASSED MY A MATH RETEST MAN!
I NEARLY SCREAMED IN CLASS!
woahhhhh

anyway, today, ate during recess with emel then went to some deserted place at the stairs there. then we were invading e/o phone till we totally lost track of time. like literally!
till lik 11.52 i was like
eh 11.52 leh
then emel was like : yeah sure
and i was like : wtf! 11.52 leh! then we ran back to our classrooms like chicken shits. ROFL

anyway, found this really gay video on youtube.
i know i said i had this thing for gay guys but not like this. just watch and you'll know why. :D
enjoys

Its the final countdown

2009-12-31T22:02:00.003+08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyy! exactly 2 hours more to 2010.
so this is gonna be my last post for 2009.

so, went to watch Sherlock Homes yesterday.
qued for like 40 mins for the tickets D:
after the movie walked arnd cwp. got bored. that xiaodidi walked me home.
yes. from cwp all the way to admiratly.
then, thats most probably all :X
heh

anywayyyyy

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPO! *screams*

my oh my

2009-12-30T11:45:00.004+08:00

yo peepo, im here to update crap bout my crappy life.

the other day i was watching "the perfect man", there was this mum talking bout her winkles and then i found out that if you laugh too much you get winkles near your eyes.
im gonna be 16 in 15 days and i think im having a teeny weeny bit of winkles beside my eyes. damnit.

and then i watched " what a girl wants " and i found out that Oliver James is so very cute

then now im watching A MOVIE and its a must watch. watch the first 10 min of the show and you will know why :D
ask me for the title. cause its freaking M18

and im dying to watch " the time traveler's wife" but i can't find the movie online.

and i wanna know if i can take A math again next year and i have yet to find out.

and im waiting for some asshole to finish his cca so i can go out.

the end

I dont wanna know

2009-12-22T13:49:00.002+08:00

heyyyyy
okay finally having the chance to update this dead thingy
i shall just go bout typing random stuffs here and there.

was having alot of sleepovers before my a math exam.
alot as in every alternate day me and my sister goes to my cousin house and they come over and stuffs.

amath re test was kinda easy, but many said it was difficult D:

celebrated my cousin 18th birthday yesterday.

currently watching A WALK TO REMEMBER.
totally awesome.

i was so addicted to gossip girl that i downloaded the whole season into my phone

did you know that both CHRISTMAS and CHOCOLATE is spelt with the same number of letters?

have not been eating for the past few days lost 3 kg.
THANK GOD!
but christmas is here, so SHIT.

so yeah, loads of random stuffs.
thats all.

Stop singing me those words of crap

2009-12-15T19:23:00.003+08:00

GOOD LUCK FOR FRIDAY'S A MATH PEPO!
oopsie daisy, have not been updating my very dead blog for a darn long time.
having A math retest on friday. shall post more after.
stay tuned :D
wish me luck.

oh yah! by the way, paranormal activity is effing scary.

XOXO ,
you know you love me.

And i dream about you all the time

2009-11-24T14:21:00.004+08:00

okayyy im offically back. to singapore!
home sleep home :D
okayyy
so, came back, brother fetch us back.
then blah blah
and today i found out that I OFFICIALLY GOT PROMOTED!!!!
YAYZXZXZXZX
okayy thats all :D

love, its not you. its me.

2009-11-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

immmmmmmmm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
to bangkok that is. haha.
so, went Pattaya. and guess what?
NEW MOON IS OUT IN THAILAND ALREADY. ON THE 19TH.
went to watch. tickets are cheap and the seats are cool. can lean back one.
ROFL!
the movie is so awesomezxzxzxz.

so anyway, went to pattaya.
firstly, im nt tanned.
next, the hotel is freaking haunted.
i seriously swear it is.
oh yeah we lved in a penth house btw.
first is my cousin step into the house, she got cut on the toe. then at night at like 3 + she started sleepwalking.
then me and her sister can't wake her up. i scream, scare, even pour ice water 0n her she darn scary kept looking up, cannot see eyeball one.
till like 5 + she woke up.
then morning, she woke up ready to brush up, she open the bathroom door, then stepping into the bath, suddely 3 tiles from the wall fell. like 1 inch away from her. just fell right at her face.

then the next day, my auntie.
she wke up late, then eveyone in the penth house went down for breakfast so shes the only only in the house.
so she went to the toliet to wash up with her bedroom door open.
she halfway the bedroom door slammed. darn loud, then she came out to ask who slammed her door.
end up she realised no one in the house. plus the aircorn is on and no window is open.
then she went back to wash up, then she kept hear baby cries. then the thing is our level is the 5th, got no other rooms r penth house. ours is the only one.
freaky right.

not done yet.
second night, my dad said he kept hearing baby cries at like 3 +.
he came out to check like 4 - 5 times. plues he hear footsteps.
not only him, my auntie, cousins all heard.
then at night. my sister said like 3 + got someone or something kept pressing her leg.
then my cousin who is sleeping beside her kept being pulled down the bed.
like from the bottom.

then the next day we checked out, the tour guide told us the story of the hotel.
last time got one fisherman went fishing, then one day never come back.
then the wife and the baby just waited, then they die cause no food or sth.
then the tour guide say every single person who worked there got disturbed by the ghost before.
then last time the tour guide also say his tousists asked him why always at 3 - 4 am got one women carrying her baby at the swimming pool then why. the baby kept crying so loud.
like wtf right!
omg.
anyway, today came back bangkok, trimmed my hair.
that lady cutted my hair like so darn blooming short! plus they straightened my hair _ _.
gah.
okayyy going dream world tmr :D
might elborate more when i go back sg :D

so ttfn :D

you know you love me

2009-11-17T23:14:00.003+08:00

hai hai!
4th day in bangkok :D
been shopping for the past 3 days.
love it!
brought alot of spongebob tees, jeans,shorts blah blah.
ROFL

first day most time was spent in the van. jam jam jam
second day, went platinum to shop.
brought a whole bunch of tees.

third day went to jj.
shop shop shop
from morning 11 all the way to 5+
brought bags and more tees.
LOL

today, went Tavana, to shop
ROFL
brought a LEOPARD PRINT JACKET! and a cardi. mum says my cardi made me look like a bagger. wtf.
ROFL

okayyy so going Patayya for the next 3 days.
means beach for 2 days! :D
if i don't get tanned, i scream!

after Patayya, back to bangkok for the next few days :D

so yeah thats all. stay tuned! :D
picture will be uploaded once i go back to singapore.
tata :D

Dancing till the sky go blue. you know i love you.

2009-11-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

hai hai hai. im super happy nao! :D
tmr going thailand. awesomenesszxzxzxz

so yeah gonna keep my post short.
won't be bringing my hp over.
so anything email me yeahs!
want me to get you guys anything email me too! :D
toodles.
you know you will miss me :D

How come we don't say I Love You enough?

2009-11-05T12:48:00.002+08:00

HAI!
currently at sp waiting for lesson to start. i think.
anyway, sorry for not posting for idk-how-long
but yeahs.
prepare for my blog to be dead.
cousin came over for sleepover the past 6 days :D
then blah blah blah.
photos at fb :D

wont be posting for the next few days cause my re-test is only 6 days away! WTF!
after retest, going holiday with cousins. so won't be posting for another 10 days +
opps.
but i will upload as many pic as possible when im back.
toodles. miss me!
xoxo.
hahahhahahahahahaahaha

Who would you call with your last goodbyes

2009-10-28T15:13:00.005+08:00

*serious voice*
today's post shall be different.

firstly, lets start by comparing pictures.

lets now compare the difference.
the 2 girls on the left is super gorgeous. while the girl on the right is super fugly ugly.
now, why is that so?
simple, CAUSE IM GOD-DAMN FAT.
imma freaking fat whore D:
i hate my life
im gonna totally stop eating. like totally.
my dear lovies, please give me a hard slap on my face if i ever stuff anything into my mouth.

now, i shall start posting normally.
dint want to, but since i promised asian bloody bitch, here i am!

last friday, was suppose to solve some qns, i was the first to find the answer then i souted the answer out.
as in not really good at converting answers with many decimal place to 3s.f. i shouted out the whole answer
i was like " 2.9734281...."
then asian bloody bitch, which was beside me just cut me off by screaming " 2.40" -.-
wtffff

today had some sex education thingy,
watched some video then got one guy say everyone is doing it (sex) means he and his girlfriend should do it to.
then i was saying this to nazhifah.
" of course everyone is doing it!" then nazhifah gave me some weird stare. so i continued " your mama papa, my mamapapa, everyone mamapapa in this class"
then she laughed like heck.
ROFL
then i wanted to continue my list , so i said " your cousin's mother's sister-in-law's grandchild's auntie."
then nazhifah thought for a while then said, " it just shot back to your cousin"
ROFL!!!!!!

okay. retarded. tmr got CIP.
sucks~

oh ya. before i forgot.
i tihnk im in love =O
Justin Bieberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
heart him like hell

you'll be my only, baby don't worry.

2009-10-26T16:38:00.003+08:00

yo peopo!
hahahahahahaha
anyway i heart today!
LOL!

emel made me laughed like shit. serious shit.
lets start with school.
ended at 11.45 :D
chinese teacher never come. so 2 free periods ! :D
after chinese was math. 1 period :D
talked alot of cock with asian bloody bitch.
but i did my work! :D
mr weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee said i was efficient too! =O
so anyway, mr wee delayed our recess, emel was like pissed then she texted me some shit which caused me to choke when i read it.
ROFL
okay okay.

so, we cant go off till its 11.45
so, emel wanted to eat. i wanted subway. end up eating in school cause subway is not halal =O

walked around cwp for awhile. then emel spotted TT!
then WE ARE LIKE STALKING HIM LARH. ROFL!
emel is like pushing me, we are like" come on" make sure he sees you or sth like that.
then i decide to stop stalking cause like abit too obvious.
we took another route away but still peek every now and then.
ite, he caught us.
like he give us that " why the hell are you stalking me" look.
ROFL!

when to cwp to eat macs afterwards.
LOL
emel was like reading my messages, then she decided to immitate you-know-who's message.
like ghetto style. darn epic. laughed my freaking ass off lah!
like damn!
ROFLMAO!

anyway went to library, borrowed books.
went to the arts part.
got many books bout the people in the 60s!
then me and emel is like looking through how those celebrities died.
some super sad.

and omg their fashion is darn pretty. all their pretty little faces =O
so flawless.
emel was like reading bout bob dylan, somehow i cant rmb him,
shes like : OMG HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW BOB DYLAN blah blah blah
then she continue flipping the pages, theres cliff richard.
then i got overexcited and all, then emel asked me who the hell is cliff richard.
LIKE HOW CAN ANYONE NOT KNOW WHOS CLIFF RICHARD HUH?!
ROFL

anyway we somehow flipped through the pages emel told me that the song stairway to heaven by Led Zeppelin if you heard it backward like like satanic.
went to youtube to find out.
its darn scary.
like seriously.
dont believe see it yourself.
original one : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9TGj2jrJk8&feature=related

reversed one : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbNqeDr5mlQ

super scary right!
but personally i think the satanic one is nice. but super creepy. perhaps its because im freaked out by some retard ghost movies i have been watching lately.
damn!

I can promise you tomorrow, but i cant buy back yesterday

2009-10-22T21:28:00.004+08:00

hey yaw!
hahaa
i got no idea what to blog recently. and poker told me to at least blog sth.
im not that creative you know!

so, school. as usual. super boring.
slept when theres free period.
nazhifah found out who was the prank caller.
she woke me up to tell me i thought i was dreaming.
LOL
then recess, thought emel never come, told boyfriend to come down join me.
end up emel did come.
so entertain both parties.
and poker kept poking my face. pain~~~

after recess, mr wee never come :D
but some teacher came in to scold us.
haven greet only scold.
scary~

was suppose to go home with emel. ite she have drama.
walked to the bus stop with nazhifah ( not wait its ASIAN BLOODY BITCH) and izhar.
on the way brought 4 bars of chocolate D:
came home and feasted on them
but i dint finish all 4 bars! :D
ate 2 bars of chocolate and 1 lollipop and a pushpop.
my sister thought i got dumped or sth. eat chocolates and sweets like crazy.
DO I LOOKED THAT SAD?!?!
ROFL

came online,
talked cock with poker, and go all CYNWARD-ISH with emel.
LOL

i would not be blogging if poker had not remind me 3 times to blog.
im so very lazy.
now i have to dedicate a post just for him -.-

EDDY TAY WHATEVER WHATEVER :X

poker. always poke til my face red. not because that im blushing but because it hurts -.-
your kinda slow to not understand my jokes at times
i think your fat and lazy :x
your so-called " confession" to me was not romantic and creative. LOL
you make my hair stand
i dont like/ love you
i want you to teach my POA :x
i like nutella too. LOL
i have nth else to say bout you :D

happy?! :D

shall end here.

p.s i hate my life and it sucked
and emel, CYNWARD FORREVER!NOT!

If life wont wait then i guess its up to me

2009-10-21T16:15:00.003+08:00

heyyos.
currently in AVA room.
darn bored. luckily boyfriend here to talk cock with me :D
rotting my ass here.

oh! and boyfriend gave me lollipop and push pop today! :D
whoohoo!

i ran out of things to blog luh.
boredddddddd.
sigh shall end here.
toodles.

Even the best fall down sometime

2009-10-20T15:01:00.003+08:00

i have finally decided to blog :D
cause im stuck in CCA.
YES! CCA. ON A TUESDAY.
and to add on, i have CCA tomorrow too -.-

sorry for MIA-ing for the past few days.
was either devastated over my EOY results or im having a sleepover at cousin's house. or im just plain lazy :x

so, EOY.
yeah i flunked it. like really really badly.
almost to the verge of not being able to promote.
thank god today teacher passed the message that we would be given a chance to retest.
THANK GODDDD * kneels down and raise hands in the air*

so, cousin came over to my house for sleepover on the friday.
went over to her house for sleepover from saturday to monday. hah.
camwhored like crazy nutshells.
practically everywhere.
pictures uploaded in facebook :D

school today.
was very very VERY tired.
din't have enough sleep for the past few days.
like who sleep in a sleepover right. hah.
tried hard not to doze off in class. vikrum kept sabo-ing me.
was kinda in a bad mood. so din't talk much in school. felt like some emo ass. even polish asked if im okay. think cause i see her din't asshole her. hahahahaah

alrights. shall stop. cause i think my life a very darn plain boring.
i sound so no life.
i think i might change my blogskin. im sick of it being plain.
whats wrong with me.
damnit i shall stop.
im having PMS. NOT!

oh ya! and i told my sista PMS means Pre-Marital Sex.
NICE ONE CYNTHIA!

p.s i think i have fat legs -.-

A hangover you don't deserve

2009-10-09T17:31:00.004+08:00

ohmygosh. my blog is like dead for the past 11 days :/
but don't worry im back to blogging! :D
so, as promised, a longgg post.

exams for the past 1 week or so.
totally hideous week man.
i kept studying and having headache.
and apparently stuffs i studied dint came out -.-
im so afraid that i will retain. or even worse still, transferred to the other class =O
no point worrying now. last exam also over already.

so ANYWAY,
after the last exam today, which most probably i might not score a distinction or yet pass :/
was suppose to catch a movie with that asshole. but he fell sick.
hahaha
so end up slacking with nazhifah and grace at the cc there.
watch them play PSP -.-

after, went 711 to buy 4 bars of CRUNCHIE :D
im like damn addicted to chocolates now :/
okay maybe, i have always been addicted to chocolates D:
i just came to realised that there is not one day i have never eaten chocolates la.
wthhh

came home, was suppose to pack my study and cupboard.
but too lazy.
see the mess only siannnn.

so, camped in front of the computer with my chunchies and coke and hotdogs.
ROFL
apparently, if you were to eat these few stuffs, you get nth but fats and crap.
as in literally. i kept crapping after :/

anyway, watched 2 movies today :D

damn sad. i love the boy in striped pyjamas.
im gonna watch it a few more times :D

okay i know my post is very boring and dry :/

Sing me those words of love

2009-09-28T15:55:00.002+08:00

exam is just this thursday =O
and my basics for chem is crappy :/
tuition like crazy for the next few days, therefore wont be blogging often.
or rather wont be blogging :/
so, dont miss my posts yeah.
shall post a really long one after the exams :D

and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!
best of lucks for your Master's exam :D

lastly, good luck everyone :D
toodles.

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

2009-09-24T23:04:00.003+08:00

yay its friday!
i love this week la.
keep going home early :D

so anyway,
i dint finished blogging for yesterday as i was distracted. with idk what.
Yesterday,
morning saw TT, as i wasn't really fully awake, i gave a really retarded weird look.
ROFL
its like damn funny la.

went hall, crapped like crazy as in really crazy with polish!
im like singing, then i told her i am the singapore version of demi lovato.
ROFL.
then i kept imitating the sec 2 beside me
ROFL!

recess watched emel eat, then pointed to her every crumb that is out of her mouth.
made her damn stress to eat infront of me.
ROFL

lesson was really boring, left school at 1.30 as needed to see some specialist shit.
so, went to SGH, saw specialist, got a freaking shock of my life.
i nearly cried when the doc told me i needed some weird shit :S
then alot of x-rays, therapy...

home-d
studied =O
came online, fb fb fb, msn, sleep :D

Today,
HL, ran with humi but somehow her shoe keep falling off and i was like running very far away till i dint realised i lost her :/

english watched the 6th sense.
watch halfway fell asleep as i know the story already.

math, slept too :/
math is so boring la.

P.E,
played handball.
every single shot i also missed :/
partly cause my aiming sucks and theres like 2-3 ppl defending me at one go.
ROFL

Recess watched emel eat,
broke the rules and ate abit too :x opps

mother tongue, copied some notes with idk for what since chinese exam is over :/
home-d with emel after that.

went for therapy today.
it fcking hurt like crap till i cried -.-
have to continue to go for the next few days.
helll tmr got extra lesson :/
_|_

oh and i got bored while waiting for my turn yesterday i played with the mask D:
silence is golden, basically just shut up.ROFL
thats so retarded. and sadly, thats me :/

Tattoo your name across my heart

2009-09-23T14:48:00.005+08:00

hellos people on earth! -.-

had mother tongue paper today.
compo wasn't well done tho.
in fact it never was.
so anyway, i finished my paper in 1 hr and 20 mins and spent the rest of the time sleeping :x
ate with emel during recess.
oh she brough some snacks in a kinda cute lunch box.
but she dont dare to take out the lunch box cause she says its lame.
ROFL
its actually those like lil granny-like containers :X opps.
hahahah

then we were both late for the next paper. ahaha
anyway second paper was.... okay?

after exam went 6th level to see humi pierce you-know-who's tongue.
went to kaypoh.
its like gross.
theres saliva and blood all over * gags *
then, went home. alone.
cause emel wanted to have cup noodle lunch with humi. dint tag along as im on a diet :D
so here i am.

oh and i realised i have a very limited vocb D:
im always starting a new paragraph with : "so", "then", "anyways"
ROFL!

oh yeah i nearly forgot to blog what i wanted to initially.
so, we were like at the 6th level waiting for some action.
then emel was like eating some cookie.
then i asked her a qns ( which idk what )
emel replied me with the cookie in her mouth.
resulting the cookie crumbs to disperse out of her mouth.
and its like freaking gross.
thats not all larh!
as she dont wanna take out her lunch box, she took a handful of koko crunch and dropped a few inside her bag.
and guess what?!
she freaking took it out of her bag and eat them.
im like WTF!?!
she looked like some freaking caveman when she did those stuffs.
ROFL!

yeah so thats all.
take that emel! :x

I'll be okay

2009-09-22T14:44:00.002+08:00

today's english paper was easy! :D ( i think)
tho i dint finish my compo D:
oh and thanks alot for those who wished me good luck this morning.
im like really touched okay :D

anyway,
during the break there's like are really alot of ppl.
then the canteen is like so effing noisy.
and since emel says she misses school food, i kindly accompanied her.
the canteen is like freaking noisy and filled with many irritating sec 1s and 2.
oh and heres the part that pissed me.
im like freaking queing up for my food suddenly a group of sec 2s cut into my que.
im like: what do you think your doing?
their like : buying food la.
then im like : please freaking go to the back and que can?!
guess whats their response?!
their like : a few ppl nia. wait awhile la xiao meimei.
like wtf!
every single time when it comes to having recess with the sec 2s they always think im like sec 1 or 2 _|_

so anyway, after getting our food, some irritaing ppl kept screaming across the canteen. got some kept playing the eerie sound that ppl say your can only hear it if your immature.

oh! then emel's like : the canteen is so noisy!
then she start shrieking non stop on how noisy the canteen is.
im like really irritated then i just shoot her back
im like : omg shut your pussy complains.
ROFL!
then emel start kicking me. of course i kicked back. then we like damn lesbains keep kicking e/o under the table.
till some sec 2 girls gave us dirty look D:
ROFL!

oh also,
emel is like : can you hear the piercing noise?
i deny it cause ppl say if you can hear it your immature.
ROFL!
then emel's like freaking retarded.
cause i said i can't hear it, she tried to act as tho she cant hear it so i wont call her immature.
ROFL

so,
after eating we went to the library.
then got some psychology book we wanna read on how to manage your anger / stress. but its like at the highest shelf.
emel, tip-toe and can reach her book. then im like jumping jumping and i still cant reach the damn book.
end up i stand on my chair just to get the book.
boyfriend was like laughing at me la.
she like : haha! cynthia cannot reach!
i bet she can't either!

then after exam went home with emel.
emel was like telling me her sister's lesbian experience which is like freaking gross.
ROFL

okay i should stop.
ROFL i got so much things to post on an exam day siols! :D

Someting bout you is so addictive

2009-09-20T21:44:00.003+08:00

hellohellohello! :D
have not been blogging for days.
know why?
I HAVE BEEN STUDYING! =O
yes i have! :D
omg larhs im so proud of myself seh!
cause i dont wanna retain :/

so anyways,
my tuition have been doubled. and that sucked.
first exam starts on tuesday! =O
i got no idea how to study for that. so yeah. ROFL

so, i got no idea how to continue this post.
unless i blog bout the contents of what i studied.
which is geeky and i am not goona do so.
so the post ends here :D

toodles and good luck for the upcoming exams ppl! :D
( tho i need the lucks too :x )

One way traffic

2009-09-17T16:10:00.002+08:00

hello all.
im stuck in the school's comp lab. cca ):
im like solo. lk, aliah lenon all pon.
boyfriend got oral ):
left me to do the project all alone siols.
sucks

Yesterday,
boyfriend was like damn funny.
after cca, im like : how you going to cwp? walk or bus.
then she responded to my bus.
immediately im like : okay bye.
thn i walk off.
ROFL.
okayy it dont sound that funny as how it happened.
haha

im hungry and carving for chocolates so badly D:
and why suddenly everyone start texting me asking who i like? -.-
irritating siols.
haha

oh ya! today math, mr wee dint come! :D :D :D
2 periods! :D
then we're suppose to do some work shit.
dint do, fell asleep instead.
ishaq kept banging my table while im sleeping.
till like the last time i got pissed and wake up.
ROFL!
then i keep saying he's disturbing me.
then somehow i slipped out what i dreamt.
im like you ruin my balloon dream! D:
everyone in the group suddenly become silent and stare at me then broke out laughing.
what the f! balloons ?!
haha
this shows that im young at heart :D

omg its been long since my blog have colours :D

I love you forever, forever is over

2009-09-15T20:17:00.003+08:00

omg blogger is back to normal already! :D
i hope it last. haha

anyway,
today's oral is really damn easy!
though i got tongue tied a few times and got so nervous that i kept kicking the invigilator leg. ROFL

sian. i dont really feeling like blogging D:
today ain't really an exciting day to blog bout. so yeah.
and EOY is in freaking 7 days!?!
damn!

brought chocolates after school.
oh hello another maybe 2kg? D:

tomorrow have cca.
that suck so bad. i wanna skip again D:

damn
i shall end here.

oh and i think im falling D:

There are no boundaries

2009-09-14T15:23:00.003+08:00

yay im back to blogging! :D
my blog is dead for almost a week ):
so, a random post :D

went for that adam khoo camp for the past 5 days.
its damn fun and tiring. *durh*

a few time i sleep-stand till fell while in the train.
then ppl just look and laugh. ROFL

made really fun friends there.
got one riversidian too :D
adam. now everytime i see him can make fun of him :D fun lehs

then i found myself a lesbian partner :D
sorry boyfriend i let you down. NOT! ROFL

the coaches are okayyy.
dexter kept calling my bloody lesbain cause i know hes just plain jealous of me and isabel
HAHAHAAHAHA

then then then last day, dominic damn sweet.
he made little card and gave it to us :D
awwwww.
so sincere and touched!
then i say he so sweet, later i give him a hug, he say have to hug in front of my mama papa.
ROFL!
guo fen horr.
LOL!

oh. and im like the oldest in my group. and sadly the shortest.
then last day after the graduation ceremony we wanna take alot of pictures, whole group ganged up against me to stand in front D:
so most of the picture, im in front. LOL!

okayy, i damn lazy to elaborate more.
today school i really really boring.
whole chunk of holiday homework not done D:
luckily got horny boyy to sms-motivate me to focus on my outcome.
ROFL!

then. i wanna complete my bloody homework.
if i can finish by today, its a damn miracle

oh and im using this word with emel recently.
damn funny when ppl dont understand us and give us weird stares.
haha

RUE

To regret, wishing a certain situation never happened, to remorse.
"You'll rue the day you ever messed with me!"

Dont shut the door, Dont shut me out.

2009-09-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

yay i finally found a time to use the comp! :D
super busy recently D:

gonna be very busy for the rest of the week so,
firstly,
happy birthday , belated birthday and early birthday to the following ppl:

wilren [ 7/8 ]
mum [8/9 ]
Vikram [10/9]
Ishaq [16/9]
Hock Siang [20/9]
BROTHER! [28/9]

wah! so many! this month broke already D:
so anyway,
chiong-ed my emath tys
33 chapters leh. and i finished all! :D
but the rest of the subjects haven finish D:
tmr camp already. cant find time to do D:
5 days leh!
miss me eh.

anyway, today had "SECRET" lesson. * omfg i sound so lame*
ROFL
10 - 4
after that, did my physics hwk.
OMFG i suddenly realized im so guai D:
ROFL.

then today's mum's birthday.
made her a card. pasted baby photos of me.
then, after the lesson, mum said actually the card can make her cry.
but then, one of the picture, a actually a baby photo of my sister and not me.
ROFL!!!
retarded man.
but funny. mum said this year is her best birthday ever.
cause im going for the course she wanted me to go.
ROFL.

so yeah thats all.
toodles :D

Please dont ever say goodbye,love

2009-09-03T20:27:00.001+08:00

heyheyhey!
today's lesson are really boring so i shall skip the school part.
oh except had mt listening compre today.
could'nt understand most of the words and i fell asleep halfway. ROFL!

so, went for cca with liang kai today,
crapped like crazy.
or rather im the only one crapping, liang kai just did most of the laughing. ROFL!

got one part, i got really bored and kept calling liang kai in a retarded way.
im like : llllliiiiiiaaaaannnnngggggg kkkkkaaaaaiiiii
non stop.
mrs tan got irritated, came over to my table and asked me whats that sound.

im like: the computer * liang kai and lenon burst out laughing*
then mrs tan told me to mute my computer.
i just say okay but i dint do it.
why?
CAUSE MY COMPUTER IS ALREADY MUTED! ROFLMAO
epic right?

oh and thats not all, mr tan saw that my computer is already muted! then she told me TO CLOSE THE WEBSITE. LMAO!

stupid liang kai and lenon keep laughing non stop.
make mrs tan suspect me even more.
then me and liang kai kept talking bout my embarrassing past >:D
hahaahahhaahahahahah

oh oh oh and liang kai mixed up "lenon" with "lemon"
then shes like lenon very sour leh.
ROFL!

so yeah, thats roughly my day.
oh and i keep shitting today.
cause i double my dosage of the detox thingy. the shitting powder.
it is said to lose weight! :D
ROFL i know im gonna over shit myself.
but idontgiveadamn :D

oh and i found out what does stfu stands for.
everytime wilren say stfu to me im like : yeah yeah sure sure.
whatthef

word of the day: stfu
A way of saying "shut the fuck up", instead of actually typing it. Has less meaning than actually typing "shut the fuck up", and is often said by people that are losing an argument or can't think of a comeback.

Guy A: "You just contradicted yourself. Twice."
Guy B: "faggit"
Guy A: "Yeah, that's what I thought, you can't think of anything, loser."
Guy B: "stfu"
Guy C: Just admit you lost, Guy B.

so yeah.
toodles:D

The last song.

2009-09-02T15:53:00.002+08:00

I HAVE COME UP WITH A NEW WAY OF BLOGGING! :D
founded a cool website for teenagers language :D
i shall post one everytime i post.
then ppl will know me better :D
ROFL.
i have nth better to do :/

word of the day : beyotch
meaning : A friendly use of the word bitch. Usually used in greeting one's friend, or when one has succeeded over someone.
Hey, beyotch!
You got owned, beyotch!

ROFL.
anyways, i lost another 0.8kg :D
got back report book today.
sucks. haha.
failed A.math, chinese and science.
chinese and science borderline nia. only A.math. fail like #@$^%&#
ROFL.
told mr lim i wanna drop the subject lorhs.
he say he will tear my application form if i wanna drop.
haizz.
if drop sec 5 can slack during math lesson siols :x
ROFL!

after school took one whole ride with aliah.
pon-ed cca :x
ROFL! first time siols.
heck la.

i wanna watch movies! :D
toodles

The crazy little thing called love

2009-09-01T17:53:00.006+08:00

im super bored D:
i shall post a long crap :D

lets start with sunday.
went to SSC to get teachers day present and the dress that mum wanted to buy for me.
ite, no dress ):
spent a very longgg time deciding what to get for teachers.
then went over to giant to find parents.
saw two girls got escorted off by the police.
mum say they shoplifted. *aww how sad*
then got damn bored cause my parents can take forever to buy lame groceries. did many crappy stuffs.
ROFL.
took some down. ROFL

yup thats how bored we were.
oh and the picture of me on the trolley, im actually on a trolley pushing another trolley -.-
ROFL

so yesterday,
aces day and teachers day celebration.
emel made the right choice not coming.
luckily during the dance boyfriend class beside me.
coincidentally, boyfriend is beside me :D
then we keep making fun of each other while dancing.
oh then got one part, got a bee or sth land on boyfriend shirt, everyone is like screaming : ah ah ah! *then keep pointing at boyfriend shirt.
but no one could explain whats on the shirt.
then i just stand there laughing
ROFL.

then teachers day celebration, damn boring.
keep band performance band performance.
after school, went to cwp to collect my $110 bucks :D
then bused home with aliah.
then at the bus stop saw him.
omfg. idk how to tell aliah, then i keep pinching her hand
ROFL.
aliah saw him only keep saying chill ah dont cry dont cry.
i dont wanna cry also let her say dont cry till i wanna cry already.
but i dint :D i just kept very quiet. thinking.*snap off*
went home called emm, last minute she her mum dont allow her to go out D: then nvr text me to inform somemore.
got really mad.
then gran called asked if i wanna go lunch with her.
then met her for lunch, treated her :D
went home. my mum's dad and cousin come over to stay.
wasn't in a very happy mood, so i dint talk to them.
ite my mum still say have to let them sleep our beds.
got damn angry. took my sleeping bag to the studyroom to sleep.
morning dad woke me up.
i said i dont wanna wake up till they go home.
he say must give face cause he's my grandma and cousin.
he still say because of me everyone is not eating their breakfast cause everyone is waiting for me to wake up.
i gave him a really bitchy reply la. im like : beacause of them im sleeping on the floor.
ROFL. but dad dint get angry.
after breakfast, went down to get a tan :D
and, im tanned :D
yay long crappy post of my boring life.

The hangover

2009-08-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

yay momma brought me a new dress.
ROFL. random.

anyways watched dance flick again. with my sister that is.
then watched the hangover.
ROFL damn crap la the show.
i think its M18. ROFL.
they actually fucked a tiger. ROFLLL!
so yeah. thats all.

oh and i lost 1kg :D
7kg more to go.
yessssssssss

2009-08-28T18:24:00.002+08:00

i have got nth to post.
just a movie :D
really bullshit and epic.
think its almost as good as Superhero movie.
ROFL.
i have the movie in HD. watch the trailer then see if you want to movie.
its like many different movies putting together.
ROFL
damn epic.

enjoy :D

Guity pleasure. Not.

2009-08-27T18:46:00.001+08:00

yay end of common test! ( a few days ago that is. )
hah

so i dont really feel like posting long stories, so i shall just list out stuffs.
realized that my previous few post is so full of complains and vulgarities.
so how bout some happy craps.
hah

oh and omg i just realized that blogger is fixed!
got the nav. bar at the top! :D
but i got no pictures to post D:

hah, so a few happy random stuffs bout my week.

realised that i passed subjects that i failed the last term
and failed the subjects that i passed the last term. hah.
i wanna lose 8kg by next month D: ( permanently! )
walk home as much as possible. ( hopefully everyday )
i actually got my first distinction in secondary school! =O (after 3 years ): )

sadly thats all.

my life's been really miserable recently.
i got no idea why.

damn.

oh and my dear,
im so sorry that things have to be like this recently.
there are alot of stuffs that i could not accept yet i didn't tell you.
simply putting it, its either i dont have the chance or idk how to tell you.
cause at times i realised i really dont understand you. dont know you.
idk if i have made the right choice by letting go just like that.
but since i have made up my mind, you know i wont change it.
so, just stop waiting. we're still friends just so you know.
but things just aint the same anymore.
thanks for the memories.

to a friend who will always be in my heart.

2009-08-21T17:56:00.002+08:00

strike off words of anger.
heaven seemed to be playing with me.

really have to thank people who tried really hard to make me smile again.
thanks for making me believe that life aint just a big pile of shit. :D

family's trying hard too.
think cause they read my blog.
damn many weird ppl reading my blog. no offense tho.

school wasn't THAT bad.
had HL.
wanted to run, but no one wanted. asked zx want to run cause everyone seemed to be walking really slowly, he say i stupid go run.
LOL!
then a few lesson.
recess was fun.
as usual, emm and i had our recess at the 6th level.
picnic there.
LOL!
there's alot of food la.
2tuna,2 peanut butter sandwitch,3 curry puff, koko crunch even chicken soup.
LOL!

mum brought 1 whole bunch of cherries :D
anddddd

x3

Can someone tell me what to say, to make you stay?

2009-08-20T20:05:00.002+08:00

WHY DO MY DAY JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE?!

anyway i really wanna fuck the shit here.
so, if you dont want your damn mind to be polluted, just leave. and im not even gonna say 'PLEASE' as i have already warned you assholes.

so, today, 1 word.
F-U-C-K.
alrights.
A.math paper was god-damn hard.
i dont really care cause we can choose to drop that damn topic.
then i realised i failed chinese.
and guess what.
I-DONT-GIVE-A-DAMN.
cause i nvr really passed chinese anyway.

then during some lesson, which obviously ppl who have been reading my blog will know.
that fucking piece of shit person said i dint do anything.
oh yeah. i was doing sth.
i just couldn't under what the fucking piece of shit were you saying.
so i dint do anything.
then when you fucking told me off, obviously i have already took out my textbook to at least try to understand the fucking lame examples the textbook is giving. cause the cheapskate piece of junk DID NOT SHOW STEP BY STEP.
so obviously it will take me some time to at least solve it right.
i asked around for ppl's help you fucking say i keep talking.
oh wow!
then tell me stand the fucking corner
and please hor. i rather stand out of the class than go the the other side of class filled with guys and spiderwebs.

then i dont wanna stand you want give yellow form.
fuck you larhs.
what defiance. fuck you la.
dont want stand st the corner means defiance? means must give yellow form?
1 form means conduct grade poor already right?
so 10 forms also poor la.
the most suspended only right.
okay la i play with you.
everytime your lesson i pon.
or purposely dulan the whole class. waste your time
i dont fucking care if you chase me out or whatever shit.
cause obviously your against me.
even the whole class says so.
plus some ppl from other class.
no need me to tell them also they can see.
pathetic dog la.

whatever la.
im so sick and tired of fucking over and over bout you.
came back. family is fucking screwed.
get it.
thats why i hate life.
went to games room to study instead.
its just a way to not stay at home.
then walked round the condo.
been to places that i have went to with someone who used to be special.
reminiscing the past suck. its just make me miss you more.
and i know i normally dont blog bout such stuffs.
but today is just a I-DONT-GIVE-A-SHIT-DAY.

damn.
did i mention i hate life.

you said that you'll be there, now things are different. will you still be there for me just like the very last time? oh who the fuck am i kidding.

thanks people who tried hard to make me smile again :D
loves.

Life aint just all bout happy ending after all.

2009-08-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

Physic's paper today.
for the first time, i actually know how to do more than 3 qns!
LOL!
actually i knew how to do almost the whole paper! =O
hopefully i can pass my science with the help of my physics
cause confirm i fail chem already

so, today had a few surprises.
frist, we surprised mr lim with 2 birthday cakes.
cause its his birthday -.-
ROFL

then then then
a few weeks ago ( which idk how long that was) we had POA test on bank rec thingy.
then i actually got distinction siols! =O
shocked me like hell larhs.
ROFL.
told emel bout it, shes like happy. LOL!
i got no idea why.
haha

oh i think its because she anyhow did her math paper and passed while i anyhow write the names on the damn piece of paper and passed.
ROFL.

sucks tmr's A.math.
got to study again.

Words cant say wht love can do

2009-08-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

tmr geography!
i havent really finished studying D:
sarks.

i kept watching movies recently.
damn.

so, woke up at 6 this morning for tuition
ended at 10+
quite early lehs :D
came back slept.
sleep sleep sleep till 3+
study till now
ROFL
SUCH A GOOD GIRL
alrights random. i know.
shall start post normally after common test.

and bon jovi songs still rock! (as in literally :D )

Will we still meet again someday

2009-08-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

oh. wow. im back blogging

5 more papers to the end of exams! :D
oh yeah. math paper today. surprisingly its easy.
LOL! first time saying math easy siols.

went home immediately after school.
reached home. no one home.
so watched movies the WHOLE DAY
felt that i wasted my day D:
shall start mugging during the weekends.

re-watched Koizora ( Sky of love) again.
this time its he episode.
think the movie was better.
but anyway, its sad ):
almost like 1 litre of love.
just that i already know the ending.
haha
somehow i just love to rewatch movies.

oh and watch alot like love too.
LOL! watched too many love stories already.

downloaded Flirting With Disaster into my phone. so i can watched it if i cant sleep at night.
LOL!

ya. think thats all.
oh yeah and i should start watching what i blog bout school already.
LOL!

oh ya, im suddenly addicted to bon jovi songs.
LOL!

One day, robots will cry

2009-08-08T17:49:00.001+08:00

oh my god.
tuesday is english common test already D:
and i think im scared :/
damnit.

yesterday's national day celebration very like totally waste of time.
i dont see the point.
but at least there's no classes :D
no mr wee! :D :D :D

oh yeah.
yesterday everyone was like decorating the class, then mr lim played the national day songs over and over and over and OVER.
kind of pisses me off.
but ANYWAY.
i suddenly felt random and start singing the song Blame it by T-Pain to sangeetha.
then shes like : ITS NOT BLAME IT ON THE GOOSE.
ITS BULLS! ALCOHOL!
ROFL.
that really epic. and not forgetting embarrassing :/

watched superhero movie just now.
its really retarded.
LOL!
just downloaded i love you beth cooper into my phone.
i got too much free time man.

alright. this post is really random.
so i shall stop.
toodles :D

2009-08-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

blogger still have yet allowed me to post pictures D:

common test is just next week.
screw exams.
stayed back for POA retest.
i still cant balance the trial balance.
calvin says like many ppl he asked cannot balance it D:

okay i think i have got nth else to post bout cause my life is oh-so-boring.
LOL

so yeah toodles.

someone, somewhere, said something

2009-08-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

alrights. i have not been blogging normally recently.
maybe i might post a long piece of crap.

so, emel's birthday.
on saturday.
its was fun.
after the planning and all.
its kinna worth it.
but most of the time al we do was watch those half naked guys swim swim swim.
but still kinna funny larhs.
can come up with all kinds of crap.
like nipple cathing, twilight or was it new moon? , blind mice?!
ROFL.
then ate cake.
most of the guys say the cake looked gross.
ite they finished it.
ROFL.

then after the guys fninshed swimming, zhen xing want to play table soccer.
then see them play.
by the time its like 10 plus almost 11. and we have yet to eat dinner.
ite me and emel skip cause its really late and we both are scared we got raped by bangalas.
ROFL!
so sent the guys out, left me and emel in the games room eating chips. LOL!
like some weird emo ppl. feeding on chips that is gonna fatten us to death.
11+ emel decided to go home.
went home was tired to death.
still online and crap with crappy ppl till like 2+
LOL!

sunday. woke up at 6.
did tuition hwk.
tuition ended at 12+
after lunch onwards went to sleep.
did crazy stuffs.
whatever.
im having terrible mood swings recently. so mind me.

anw was online again at night.
asked wilren for random facts.
if can make me laugh tmr i make him sandwitch :D
since i want a long post, i shall list out the 10 random facts listed out by wilren foooooooo.
some which i dont understand.
here goes.

1. warren buffett was 1st last year but he made dumb investment cost him to lose 25b.
2. chri rock earn 80 million euro in a year period.
3. bill gates have 40mb.
4. wilren type faster than me (not true)
5. Im a noob ( not true again)
6. i cant sing ( even not true)
7. a guy got sexually and physically.
8. im a girl.
9. wilren got sth i dont have -.-
10. calvin still owe me money
11. calvin and zhen xing still owe me my bday present.

woah 11!
super random.

so today,
dint talked much in school.
dint talked during math lesson.
that son of a bitch wee still want to make life difficult for me.
like, obviously i dont fucking understand what the bloody crap hes teaching.
he asked me to answer a really tough qns.
borrowed nazhifah paper.
she dont even know how to do.
how in the world he expect me to know.
then if i cant answer his qns right, whole class recess depend on me.
oh wow.
even aliah can tell hes against me.
recess,
dint eat.
felt like puking the whole day.
then everyone was like : cynthia you okay or not.
keep asking if im okay.
got pissed i screamed at them im freaking okay then cried and ran away -.-
aliah chased after me.
she comfort me. then gave me a big huggg :D
love her so much.

after school, took one ride with aliah.
went home suddenly have the urge to play guitar.
played.
till one of the string nearly snapped at my eye.
then watched jackass no.2
i swore i puke 5 times larh.
and im still feeling nauseous now.
screw it.
damn such long post.

shall stop here.
cause i suddenly have the urge to eat popcorn and sit in front of the tv stuffing myself to death.

toodles :D

new blogskin.

2009-07-31T15:45:00.003+08:00

changed my blogskin.
cause got people says that my blog is lag at times.
so yeah.

im still rushing some planning shits for tomorrow.
so aint blogging.
till like after tmr. perhaps.
with pictures and perhaps videos.

2009-07-22T21:38:00.003+08:00

argh.
im so pissed with myself recently.

i broke my own record of not-eating-during-recess.
and ate like a cow.
today, after school, went mac with aliah and emel.
upsized my meal. then the lady gave me a med fries.
idk why i got pissed.
i went back to ask for my large fries.
oh and guess what.
i finished it.
goddamnit.

then came back found out that my comp suddenly very the damn lag.
and guess what, i found out i had virus!
yay!

then a whole lot of ppl start asking me the same damn qns what fucking email did i sent them and all that bull crap.

then mum brought me western food for dinner.
i ate 1 and the half portion.
all i know is im darn pissed now.
its far worse than my pms la.
fuck.

then at night, saw some really pissing stuffs which i dont wanna even talk bout it.

im like so pissed that i could cry.
my brain felt like its coming out of my ears.

oh ya. btw,
today everyone was like talking bout the eclipse thingy.
then during recess me and emel was like talking bout twilight. then waiting for new moon to lauch.
then suddently hock siang and tee yuan was like eclipse the movie came out already.
then i was like so darn excited. then i kept asking : eh you got the disc. lend me leh. lend lend lend.
ite, they were referring to the morning eclipse.
oh haha.

oh god.
have to reformat my comp now.
yippie.
_|_

oh ya. and blogger sucks like crap.
kept having this idk what problem.
so cant post any crappy pictures.

i used to think i had it all.

2009-07-14T20:31:00.003+08:00

till one day i hit the wall.

okayy im back to my rants.
the past few days sucked. :/

the usual. watched alot of movies.
lazy to list them out. i think updating their posters easier.
haha.

so yesterday.
why it sucked.
cause vickrum put a decomposed cockroach on my table.
i was shock that i jerked the table.
then i thought the cockroach came back to life or sth.
then i screamed very loudly, that caused rahayu to jump.
then i ran a few tables away.
and teared. or rather cried.
yeah. fuck you vickrum.
now its like some class joke like that.
_|_
he-bitch.

then i think i caught zhen xing's flu.
then my nose was like drippy. stucked till i cant breathe.
i kept asking zhen xing for tissue.
and he fucking dont wanna give.
then cant find anyone else with tissue somemore.
make my life so miserable.
si gou.
haha

today,
school sucked the usual.
still being teased for that retarded cockroach thingy.

then math. that bloody wee wee kept blaming me for craps that i dint do la.
kept accusing me.
fuck him.
everything cynthia cynthia.
later i chase you out all that bullshit.
fucker.
dont wanna talk bout school already.

after school went to 883 for bbt.
chatted with aliah.
then went for some retarded quiz.
after quiz went cwp with aliah to search for her mum bday present.
then here's the funny part.
when we reached the interchange, we saw our bus arriving.
then we are like : omg our bus!
then we ran after the bus.
ROFL!
that not all. aliah still pulled my hand and run.
then she waas like carrying alot of plactic bag then holding my hand running towards the bus.
ROFL!
like mother and kid like that.
then in the bus we alughed all the way to my stop la.
still laughing.

then i reached home realised that i lost sth very precious to me.
called aliah desperately ask if it on the bus.
then ran out of the condo searching for it.
thank god i found it.
idk why i so lucky also.
but really lucky to found it la.
my precious.
got money also cant buy.
haiz

okay i shall stop her.
darm lazy idk why too.

P.S I Love You.

2009-07-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

and you know i still do.

watched 2 movies today.
the 10 things that i hate bout you, the main dude.
i dint know he was the actor who acted as joker in batman la.
no wonder i see youtube the comments was like R.I.P R.IP
ROFL.
&&
P.S i love you so so damn sad.
i swear i cried after the movie started for 18 mins.
damn. such a sweet boyfriend lah.
okay enough for fantasy.

so, today.
supposedly my favourite day of the week.
but guess what.
it totally suck and torturous.
zhen xing started scratching his file which make that very very VERY irritating squeeky sound
and ishaq decided to follow blindly.
and guess what.
hock siang, teeyuan, vickrum and calvin start doing it.
im like sitting at my place covering my ears and still those very squeeky sounds enter my ears la.
pain like bloody crap.
then vickrum dont wanna stop.
he said until he found his pencilbox then he stop.
then im like: wtf! then i got nth to do with it also you torture me?! D:
he said : yeah.
damn.
life's like living hell for the few periods.
and math. i was too sleepy.
fell asleep during lesson.
suddently someone banged my table
scare the shit out of me.
mind you ishaq.
pinch you at ur neck again then you know.

sigh.
i wanna borrow the p.s i love you book!
anyone haveeeee? :P

2009-07-09T20:06:00.006+08:00

okayy. my voice kinna broke when i woke up this morning.
resulting me to lose my voice and sound freaking manly.
then everyone in class shocked to hear my voice so very manly.
and most of them start asking me what happened. some bullshit guys kept imitating my voice.
zhen xing was like: cynthia.
then i turn over hes like: nono. (then clears his throat and say my name more manly)
thanks alot.
then vickrum kept saying hi to me.
then i just wave back. he like: say hi.
then he kept getting me to tell him the time all.
he-bitch.

oh then mother tongue, miss soo dint come cause she got this o level oral all.
then she get a relief teacher. miss christine lim.
she damn LOL one loh.
miss soo gave the instruction that thats a test.
then miss lim not quite sure how to read some of the characters.
so she dint know it was a test.
then the whole class managed to play along and say: is this paper. ah ahah.
the she tell us to copy the ans quietly
ROFL!
haiz.
like no integrity.
but like i give a shit. hah

oh yeah. blogger finally allow me to post picture. so yeah! :D

this is with the finland ppl.
Oskar and tuuli :D
P.S ignore the height difference.

then one day, my mum decided to buy me island creamery ice cream for a change.
now, im totally addicted to it.
thank god it aint that creamy.

this is yesterday. when i got bored and decided to take a picture.

oh-my-gosh.
im going nuts.
-.-

shall end here.
toodles.

Trying to be so perfect,

2009-07-07T15:54:00.007+08:00

cause i know your worth it, your worth it.

omg today slack like hell! :D

morning got 2 ppl from finland came, then im in-charge of taking pictures for the whole day. with sufi. then whole day never study.
skip school, early recess, no chem test! :D

took alot of pictures. with the school camera of course =.=
but anyway. snapped a few with my hp :X

so yeah.
came back watched Picture This.
its oh-so-sweet!
the ending is so gorgeous!
im so very tired.

i cant upload pictures currently. idk why. so maybe another time.
toodles :D

2009-07-03T20:48:00.003+08:00

yay 3 days holiday!
hopefully got more.
my school got h1n1 case already sia.
after recess everyone was like: why i not in that class.
then i suggest we go into that class and walk one round. chances of getting h1n1 sure have at least abit one
ROFL
cant believe im joking bout this.
anw.
school like over reacting loh.
dont allow their class to go recess, let them go home early. then sterilize their class like crazy.
anyway, you-know-who, get well soon!
everyone pray for you! :D

anyway. today very random. freaking dropped my phone twice.
like wtf @!^$%#@%$#
first time still got cover second time my phone still slide and knock the door.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hopefully when it spoils the warranty covers it :X
so yadayada.
my life aint that exciting.
haha

oh oh got one part thats at least exciting.
today going through a math paper.
im the only one in the class who got full marks for the last qns then wee wee took my paper to copy corrections on the board.
since im super bored i kept irritating nazhifah.
we were talking bout nigahiga's ipod human video.
then i kept singing elvis song.
then nazhifah said im like a very irritaing ipod human.
ROFL
then i kept saying :EEK
every 3 seconds
for like 45 mins+ she nearly died. i swear.
ROFL.

oh and ELVIS is the sex currently.
haha
so mamatektek. tektekmama. dont jealous cause u dont know how to enjoy lovey music.
and that includes my voice.
ROFLLLL

2009-06-30T17:07:00.003+08:00

second day of school in the second semester.
kinna okay. for the time being

so anyway. had new form and co-form teachers.
okay okay only.
quite a number of teachers gone.
quite good one somemore.

so anyway,
some bad luck seemed to before on me today.
i kept getting caught for sleeping in mr lim's class.
then awhile mr lim say i stare at my shoe. awhile he say what am i doing with my nose?
then for some reason the calvin's crappy group of ppl say i dig my freaking nose.
hello. by resting your face down on ur arms means im digging my nose?
and what? im digging my nose with my elbow.
ROFL!
epic crap.

then math, suddenly the skin on my middle finger got hooked on my uniform.
somehow it kept irritate me till i tore the skin off.
then my middle finger kept bleeding. non-stop.
then i wanted to ask nazhifah for plaster.
she asked why.
i showed her the almost full with blood of tissue.
and guess what crap she replied me?!
she like: nice one. i also have!
then she take out her red gel pen.
im like!%@$$%$%^$#@%xzxzxzxzxzxzxz
my finger is bleeding and you thought it was a kind of practical joke.
xzxzxzzxzxzxzxzxz
then i got pissed and gave my middle finger a squeeze.
then the blood start flowing out.
shocked nazhifah like crap.
ROFL.

then i asked that math teacher if i can go to the washroom to wash away the blood.
he dont allow. he say cause its just 15 mins aft recess.
then i told him my middle finger is bleeding badly.
guess what he told me.
he freaking told me to stop pointing theat middle finger of mine so often.
grrrah.

oh ya.
i got my new phone some idk days ago.
W980.
8GB.
i think i went nuts.
i downloaded 1 of elvis presley and ricky martin's album each.
and guess where i saved my songs?
in my freaking psp.
epic man!
and my phone stil freaking empty.
ROFL.

oh i might use some crappy plaster tmr.
ROFL!

He laughed at my dreams,

2009-06-26T15:49:00.004+08:00

but i dream of his laughter.

have been watching movies these few days :D

i should stop being so addicted to movies :/

school reopening in like 2 days ):
some hwk still not finished yet.
sucks.

oh and mum gonna get me a new phone.
shocked me when she told me this morning.
gonna miss my crappy phone man!
LOL!

so, yeah.
this's my week.

2009-06-22T17:49:00.006+08:00

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Love is a many splendored thing,

2009-06-20T22:30:00.003+08:00

but for you and me, its nothing.

yay! im blogging again!
so, sleepover, the past few days.
it was fun fun FUN.

so
Wednesday,

cousins came early in the morning.
really early.
like 6+
LOL!
so had breakfast with them. chat chat.
use the comp to watch crappy stuffs :D
watched Drag Me To Hell. its niceeeeeee

had lunch at republic poly.
went to fetch madeline first.
then went republic poly to eat.
everyone ate western food :D
then crap alot.
oh.
georgina said sunday is then father's day.
i insist its on saturday.
then we laid a bet.
who ever lose have to eat those boring yellow nuts.
ewwww.
LOL!

then we started arguing.
ite madeline was the canter person.
she called meiling to double confirm.
LOL!
ite, i lost -.-
( but i dint eat those yellow nuts :x )

then went home,
madeline gave celia her 2.5 hours of tuition,
me, ixora and georgina went to games room to study.

then blah blah.
went sembawang park there.
played swing.
LOL!
madeline took a very retarded video of me on the swing.
LOL!
then i think its celia who suggested to bury madeline's leg.
LOL!
after burrying up to almost her knees, we found a coke can and put it at the top of the lump of sand.
madeline got the picture!
boyfriend! quick quick upload!
oh. then ixora came up with a very smart idea.
she kept immitating me.
my every single actions and word that i said.
LOL!
i kept laughing till i fell.
LOL!
then we kept changing.
awhile immitate madeline, celia, georgina and even daddy.
LOL!
but immitating ixora is the funniest part.
she keep walking retarded-ly.
and we have to do the same too.
LOL!

went home, played cards.
all kind of card games.
georgina showed us magic trick.
got one she say she can read our mind.
then i kept insisting that there is a formular.
LOL!
then she do the trick over and over again for almost 10 over times?
LOL!

Thursday,
woke up at 9. which is very early considering the time that we slept.
had breakfast.
then watched Moulin Rouge
cried watching it.
love the soundtrack =O
after movie, studied. ( cause georgina insist that we study everyday) haha
1.5 hour later went to sembawang shopping center.
shopped, then went to the wet playground upstairs.
played.
LOL!

at night, played cards again
dad read out a chinese book about face reading and all.
damn funny.
read till like 2 a.m.
everone went to sleep after that.
except for me and georgina.
we kept talking till 5.
LOL!

Friday,
everyone woke up at 11
LOL!
freaking tired
went to buy brownies :D
ate chocolates like theres no tomorrow.
watched aquamarine and epic movie.
epic movie is very darn crap.
darn funny
then cousins went home at 7+
how sad.

Saturday,
did househole chores the whole day.
watch daddy daycare. niceee :D

alrights. long post. with many movies.
toodles.

can we go back to the days our love was strong

2009-06-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.

wont be posting for the next 3-4 days.
cousins coming to my house for 3 days 2 nights sleepover! =O
finally.
always we go. finally they coming :D
gonna swim everyday. and be tanned ;D

so anyway.
rough update on the week.
madeline came almost everyday.
yesterday was funfunFUN!
snatched over a packet of M&Ms
for more information, read her blog :D

&& madeline suppose to tutor me in chem and phy.
now shes my sister tuition teacher.
who wanna tutor me? $5 per hour.
text or call :D

toodles.

i miss your smile

2009-06-13T15:40:00.005+08:00

and i still shead a tear every once in a while

oh my gosh.
i haven been posting for sometime.
and my blog is dying.
alrights. i shall at least post something everyday. i think
so anyway,
yesterday madeline came back from chalet.
came over to my house to slack.
guess who we saw.
bugs bunny! =O
LOL!
then blah blah.
she went home for her second/third round of bbq.

so
Today,
watched its a boy girl thing.
its so good man.
alrights. dad watching maroon 5 concert.
shall join him.
toodles.

p.s i have not done my homework.
p.p.s i need a tan. looking fugly now.
p.p.p.s what does p.s mean?

I can still remember yesterday

2009-06-08T21:01:00.013+08:00

We were so in love in a special way

okayy im finally here to post.
because boyfriend tell me to post :P
LOL!
boyfriend! dedicated to you leh. honoured?
i cant really rmb the days, so i will just update randomly.
lets see.
this week,

went for wedding dinner.
went bugis
craped with madeline alot. ( as usual )

i think thats it.
so,
Wedding Dinner,
went for my dad's friend, daughter's wedding on... i cant rmb when.
so, like every wedding.
all we do i ate.
but i like the hotel.
went to The Fullerton hotel.
they booked the whole ballroom.
the whole place very pretty.
even the toilet is more posh than my house T.T

Bugis
went to bugis with madeline and sophia and parents on saturday.
at first madeline came over to my house to crap.
then she needa go shing siong to buy her chalet bbq food.
then last min dad say later going bugis.
then asked madeline along..
went to shing siong with her.
went there saw sophia and wai ean.
they went to eat.
i just stare and drink.
then 2. they met sharul.
brought the bbq stuffs.
madeline brought the kinderbureno egg for me, sophia and sharul.
oh. asked sophia to come with us to bugis.
then waited outside the enterance near shing siong.
dad fetched us to bugis.
mum had to accompany someone to do medical checkup.
then dad drop me, madeline and sophia at the enterance of BHG
that day was like BHG 40th anni
no credit card cannot go in.
so we cut through topshop.
the topshop door very special.
sophia manage to go into the shop before the door close.
then me and madeline cant go in.
then we dint know that the door is those press a button to open one.
then we just stand outside the door. cause we thought it was some automatic door.
then everyone just stare at us.
me and madeline just stare at the door.
causing a human jam
LOL!

then after awhile went to bugis street to shop.
walk walk walk.
went to one shop i love alot.
the ones selling all the bitchy shirts =O
spent quite some time there.
then went to bugis junction.
took neo-print.
dont have scanner. cant scan the pictures in.
then sophia asked me if there is Mango here.
cause im abit hungry my first reply was : eat one ah?
LOL!
then madeline and sophia laugh like hell like that.
LOL!
then like 6+ mum called me over to BHG say want buy me shoes.
then madeline and sophia went home.
spent $300++ on shoes =O
LOL!
but its okayy dad say i like it can already LOL!

and come very random pictures from the wedding

and i cant rmb if i posted the day the EEP students went to republic poly for whole day course.
but i know that i dint update some picture! =O
so here they are! p.s grabbed then from nazi blog.

my very pretty handwritting :P

ishaq tiny hand :D

then played pool with ishaq all.
then he suggested cheating.
catch before the ball drop down the hole
LOL!
oh wait...
i just realised i posted this before =.=

You speak to my heart,

2009-06-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

but its such a shame that we're worlds apart.

have been watching some commercial recently.
i realised that heineken commercial darn successful.
the recent one was nice.

and and and
last time there was this too.
cute.

spent my whole day with madeline and eddy.
go to www.crapsofmadthia.blogspot.com blog to read :D
dont wanna retype all again.
dont see the point.

toodles.

Baby you showed me what living is for,

2009-05-31T20:05:00.003+08:00

and i dont wanna hide it anymore.

watch ghost of girlfriends past.
its super super super awesome! :D

had been going to the gym since friday.
after gym swimming :D
trying to maintaning that habit.
so instead of becomeing fat during the holidays, i work harder! :D

so yeah. i got nothing else to say.
bye peeps

/edited.
changed song.
remember the lyrics?
remember what you once said?
oh crap.
who am i kidding.
seesh

I wonder what its like to have it all

2009-05-29T19:29:00.007+08:00

and to never be afraid that I would fall

im gonna start putting at least a picture on every post.

So anyway
Morning,
meet the parents.
sucks.
early morning got scolded my mum. for idk what too.
went to school with dad to meet the teacher and get back report book.
went there.
dad dunno whats wrong keep raising his voice.
asked miss tan some ans, she cant really give him an answer cause shes still a new teacher.
ite, called mdm rekha over.
then asked asked asked.
somehow everything shoot back to me.
ask what i want.
how to answer siol.
then everyone seemed to grill me.
sth very ps happened.
dont wanna mention it.

came home. tio fucked my parents.
fucking hell.
pissed. dint went for lunch with them.

Afternoon,
madeline came over to tutor me :D
tutor for awhile went to the minimart to buy snacks.
brought doritos,super ring with vanilla coke :D
then went back my house eat eat eat.
LOL!
rest elaborate more at our blog :D

Evening,
walked waited outside the gate with madeline for her father.

and poof*
here i am.

/edited.
and i want a DSLR camera.
any suggestions or advice anyone?
plus plus plus a fucking E75 or N97! =O

theses phone so fucking nice cans!?!?!?!
=O

I woke up this morning and played a song,

2009-05-27T18:29:00.003+08:00

and through my tears, i sang along

Yesterday,
dint go school.
cause got the EEP course at republic poly.
morning went to RP with nazhifah, kaiquan and firdaus.
firdaus was the one living cloest to the school and yet he was late.

then skip skip skip.
course start
then skip skip skip again.

then got break! :D
first break went to the library and check out.
got pool table siol.

then went back course.
skip skip skip

second break! :D
ate with ishaq, nazi and tuhin.
after eating went library to play pool.
ppl say i not bad siol.
so darn long nvr play le.
ishaq was darn smart la.
hes like ask ppl to put the hands in to hole dont let the ball fall in.
then can play non-stop.
LOL.

then play halfway mr lim saw us.
then he joined in. he say dont play cheat cause we wearing uniform.
so he treated us a few games.
LOL!

then break end.
skip skip skip.

course end.
went to play pool with ishaq tuhin and mr lim again
LOL!
played 2 games i think.
then we saw those RP student playing pool cheating too
LOL!
only mr lim that pure :x

Today,
School sucks.

Chem,
teacher went through the paper.
apprently, only a few ppl find the paper difficult.
and sadly, im one of them :(
teacher says the paper considered very easy.
think have to go back for extra lessons during the holidays.

MT,
teacher nvr come.
got some exam paper to do.
dint do. fell asleep.

Recess,
ate with nazhifah.
nth exciting happened.

After school,
went cwp to walk with madeline.
then, the rest go see our blog larhs.
lazy to retype everything again.

then came back school for PET rocket :D
fun lehs.
second time when shoot the rocket, whole body went as in WET wet.
then amirah keep saying that i pee-ed in my skirt.
wanted to change my skirt.
but apprently my short looks more misleading.
LOL!

After PET rocket,
went home with aliah.
and here i am! :D

It turned colder , that's where it ends

2009-05-25T16:11:00.029+08:00

but he told me, we still be friends.

today is a very shocking day
SHOCKING. as in shocking shocking i tell you =O

Firstly,
my results are shocking.
though i expected most to fail.
but it ain't that bad :x
im more of regretful.
some papers just 1 to 2 more marks then i pass.
shoot!
though i did better than some people in my class.
i think im quite contented =O
though my dad say : never be contented with what you have.
so, im not contented.
*shugs.* idk what am i talking bout.

btw, why is so many ppl asking me along to celebrate our failures?
what do i look like? a failure? LOL!
jk.

After School,
told dad my results.
its better for him to know now than on meet the parents day.
later he start screaming at me in front of the teachers or whatever sort.
was expecting him to swear his ass off at me or even whack my or so on.
ite, he just nag nag nag.
and only for half and hour! =O
don't know what possessed him :x
thats another shocking news

Home,
watched grease with sister.
totally awesome. though the quality sucks.
but what can you expect.
i have been watching the same disc ever since im p3?
gosh! so antique
im addicted to the show and songs again.
elvis presley, bee gees
whooh.
their way of dressing is so darn cheesy.
i totally looooooove it!

Currently,
i think im going to post some of those pictures taken on sunday.
went to my cousin carnival at ACS international.
oh oh oh.
guess who i saw?
mr kok! =O
went by to say hello :D
LOL!
he said his daughter study there man!
rich asses! =O

anyway pictures!
btw i dont have most of them, so mostly its those that i campwhored.
cause i sprayed my hair.
first time a foriegn colour on my head, so went a little nuts bout them
haha.
so, if you dont like my face, i suggest you stop scrolling down :D
its gonna be all of my faces :D

its a milk chocolate cookie :D
it taste as good as it looks man! :D

p.s. i know its crazy to post so many pictures at one go.
but im just too lazy to keep them in my computer :D

and and and pictures taken on the day itself will be uploaded once i got the pictures :D

After all that we have been through,

2009-05-22T18:21:00.004+08:00

It all comes down to me and you.

Morning,
overslept again.
madeline gave wake up call. again
LOL!
so did the e-learning crap.
on and on.
dint finish it anyway

Afternoon,
had crappy cca.
met madeline in school.

CCA,
played sherrade (idk how to spell) xP
me and madeline like the most hyper ones there la.
anyhow shout.
got one, madeline was like pointing at her eyes and then at my shoe.
in like : EYES! SHOE! YOU LOOKING AT MY SHOE!
LOL!
ite, its the colour of my sole -.-
LOL!

After CCA,
went civic for mac.
then went cwp walk walk.
like walk halfway, the fire alarm rang.
everyone was like continue shopping like nobody's business like that.
then me and madeline kept laughing.
can't remember why too.
LOL
then madeline was like : the safest thing to do is to follow the security guard!
then we followed -.-
then like outside mini toons then we realised there are a few more security guards running towards the fire.
LOL!
im like: follow the security guard towards the fire?
LOL!
then we keep cannot make up our minds to continue to follow the security guards or towalk away from them.
so we just continue to walk like nobody's business and kept laughing.
LOL!
the whole thing like ajoke like that
we like walked to and fro mini toons like 4 to 5 times?
just to decide to follow the security guards or not
LOL!

oh ya idk who updated the 2/1 blog.
found those pictures awesome
those were the day when we were all young and cute xD
LOL!

Every memory repeats,

2009-05-21T12:08:00.005+08:00

Every step I take retreats,

Today,
kinna over-slept for the e-learning shit this morning.
dint know till madaline called me.
LOL!

so do do do.
i dont see for what we do la.
we can do twice. the most first time submit the answers, then check.
copy the answers and do again -.-
i only found out i can do that when i did my chemistry.
first attempt all wrong. LOL!
second, full marks >:D

Sunday,
anyway, nazifah finally uploaded the pictures on sunday a.math extra lesson thingy.
idk how to put it :P
anyway, pictures.

his hat is like darn disturbing.
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS
LOLOLOL!
and he said he purchased it for like $199+
wtf. LOL!

so anyway.
im really bored. so might as well post those pictures tha nazi posted.
blah blah

amirah HUGEEEEEE eraser.
really huge i tell you.
dont believe, see this :

see! its bigger than my head! =O

then nazhifah's random pictures time.
LOL!

after mr rizal teach, the rest went to eat.
went home with sister.
blah.

Yesterday,
sports carnival.
darm boring. dont have that fun feeling.
stupid nazhifah record my totally wonderful singing.
i dint know till she told me larhs.
no wonder she keep say : eh sing lehs very bring.
no wonder
GOT MOTIVE ONE D:
garh!

then zhen xing owe me things dont want give D:
then i hit him, he start counting again.
end up kicking him.
LOL!
then chase chase chase. scream scream scream.
somehow vikrum came into the picture.
after like what it seemed like forever,
i dont want run already.
hide at the classroom door. wait for zhen xing to come to open.
somehow!
some sabo kia. scream-warn zhen xing and vikrum that im there.
so i poped out. chase again
-.-
fuckers~
zhen xing still owe me! =O

After School,
so anyway, after school, went pizzahut with madeline.
eat and laugh non-stop.
darn funny larhs.
after eating went for a walk for out food to digest.
walk around cwp for like 4 to 5 times?
then we went kiddy palace, saw 2 sec 1's looking at barbie dolls.
after walking 4 round like that, we went back kiddy palace, they are still there! =O
LOL!
we're like wtf.
so long. almost 1 hour +
then madaline went inside kiddy palace play with the guns.LOL!
madaline was like, take the gun and at me.
pew pew pew.
LOLOLOL!

we walked every level larh.
then realised we dint go cold storage.
we like walk in,then got some aunties giveing out free samples of chocolates.
i said i dont want, then she forced one onto my hand.
then i just take and said : orh thanks.
then i walked away!
LOL! then madaline was like laughing. cause she saw the auntie face.
cause they expect me to buy the cocolates after sampling. then i just walk away
LOL!
retarded larhs.
LOL!

omg idk how to explain it larh. but its darn funny.

once upon a time i was falling in love,

2009-05-19T12:43:00.006+08:00

but now im only falling apart.

watched perfect strangers.

darn awesome.

should give that movie a go.

btw the nothing-to-do days are killing me D:

Why do stars fall down from the sky,

2009-05-18T15:58:00.007+08:00

Everytime your near.

YAY. TODAY IS OFFICIALLY THE LAST DAY OF MID-YEAR!

i dont think im happy though.
surely have to study study at home.
then mum knew todays my last paper.

shes like : today last paper already right? how was it?
im like : not good. but i think i will only fail my maths and science.
shes like: oh. okay not bad. at least better than last term.
im like: eh no. i meant maths and science leans a.math, e.math physcs and chemistry.
shes like: =O *shock

LOL!
but i think i roughly might do better than last term. i think. hope? erm wish.
LOL!
i got no confidence man!

Today,
last exam.
alos the suckiest one.
its like fucking hard.
i dont even understand wtf the qns is saying.
and to add on im like having a cold, fever and terrible stomach ache.
not forgetting cold.
as in freezing cold.

did i mention that im sitting directly below the air-con.
my papers and fringe can swing with the wind of the air-con la.
thats how cold it is.

After Exam,
so after exam immediately left school. alone.
everyone happen to have meeting -.-
went out. saw madeline and her friends.

chat chat. then her bus came. so she go with her friends.
i went library to return my sister's books.
going back to interchange saw madaline again! =O

then went to mos with then.
for breakfast? lunch?
it was like 10.30 ++

so anyway, went mos.
saw xinyi working there. haha.
then madaline kachiao kachiao (disturb/irritate) her.
then we chat chat laugh laugh blah blah
went home.

Currently,
crapping with madaline now.
haha :D

toodles.

btw, im so not used for having nth to do now.
-.-

Part of you still stays with me

2009-05-17T17:41:00.005+08:00

even though your already gone

im so bored to continue studying already.
numbers, formulas, blah blah
everything suck in my head already.
so irritated.
grah

anyway, went library cause nazhifah said mr rizal will be there?
so went.
and mr rizal is like late -.-
2.45 then sms amirah saying he just woke up
wow man wow -.-
so blah blah blah
nazhifah took picture of him.
its like darn LOL.
shall post once i get it.
nazhifah send send SEND =O

done then blah blah blah.
then went home with sister.

boring day i know.

anw i found a quiz in hsien nan blog :D

A is for ALIAH
1) Do you love this person?
sure. shes my lesbian partner :D
2) Is this person ever your enemy?
think so. but thats like sec 1? we are all grown up :D
3) Would you hug this person?
yeah sure. les partner mahs.

B is for BEL ( isabel? ) LOL
1) What do you think of this person?
friendly, funny. but darn hyper at times.
2) Favourite colour?
idk.
3) Every dance with her? where? why?
no. no. no. that would be... lesbian-iny

C is for CYNTHIA!
1) What do you think fo this person?
totally awesome :D
2) Where does this person live?
singapore.
3) How old is he/she?
Sweet 15

D is for DERRICK
1) How long have you know him/her?
idk.
2) Do you like this person?
sure. i love all of my friends :D
3) Do you hate this person?
no. i dont hate. i think :x

E is for EMEL
1) Have you met his/her parents?
her mum?
2) Worst think bout this person?
very unpredictable and irritating :x
3) Best think bout this person?
totally fun person to be with.

F is for FAIZ
1) Have you ever dated this person?
no. eew no. :P
2) When is the next time you will see him/her?
idk. when im very unlucky.
3) Do you go to school with him/her?
no. never will also.

G is for GEORGINA
1) Have you hear this person sing?
dont think so?
2) What is his/her pet name?
idk. ppl dont name their fishes i guess.
3) Will he/she repost this?
dont think so. she dont blog.

H is for HSIEN NAN
1) What grade is he/she in?
grade 9? same as me.
2) Is he/she your best friend?
no. we always fight since like... primary school?
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
i always abuse him. LOL!

I is for IZHAR
1) What is this person favourite food?
idk.
2) How did you meet this person?
I used to call him ah wang when im sec1 :x
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
i dont think so.

J is for JUN KIAT
1) Any sibilings?
idk. i think a sister?
2) Do you know his/her favourite song?
no.
3) What will you say is he/she confessed if he/she likes you?
i give this face : -.-

K is for KIM SIONG
1) how old are you when you first met?
13.
2) Do you like him/her as a friend?
Yeah my kor lehs :D
3) Would you go to Disney Wold with this person?
if hes willing to pay. LOL!

L is for LENON.
1) Is this person older than you?
yeah.
2) Is this person single?
i guess so.
3) How many times do you talk to him in a week?
i scream almost everytime i have the chance to.

M is for MADELINE
1) How old were you when you two first met?
15.
2) What's his/her pet name?
idk.
3) Ever dance with this person?
no. but i think i can imagine it. LOL!

N is for NAZHIFAH
1) How old were you when you two first met?
13! :D
2) Do you like this person?
i LOVE her! xD
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
its between us two.... =O LOL!

O is for OBAMA
1) Are you related?
no. LOL!
2) Could you live with this person?
no. but i wish i could =O
3) What school do they go to?
idk. LOL!

P is for PRASSANNA
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
dont think so.
2) How bout a sleepover?
no. later she catch me for snoring. LOL!
3) Does this person have a job?
yes. POLISH-ER :x LOL!

Q is for QU ZHEN XING
1) Are you related?
classmates. and a person who owe me alot of things
2) Whats's his or her pet's name?
idk. alex? LOL!
3) What would you do if he/she confessed to you?
i will be like : fuck off.

R is for RAHAYU
1) Have you ever heard this person sing?
yeah. i think so.
2) Will he/she repost this?
idk.
3) When does this person look best.
idk? LOL!

S is for SYAHIRAH
1) Is this person taller than you?
i hope not.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with her?
totally.
3) Is this person your friend?
fav junior too! :D

T is for TAVIN
1) What grade is this person in?
JC 1?
2) Do you like this person?
sure. i love all my friends :D
3) Do he/she live close to you?
Kinna.

U is for UMBRELLA. LOL.
1) What is this person favourite food?
rain.
2) Do you love this person?
no. i love the rain more.
3) Do he/ she live close to you?
yeah. he live beside my shoe rack.

V is for VIKRUM
1) What is this person favourite food?
idk.
2) How do you meet this person?
classmates since sec 1?
3) Do you trust him/her?
no. i dont think so.

W is for WILREN
1) Is this person loud or quiet?
loud. darn loud.
2) Have you seen this person dance?
yeah. i've seen him doing a moonwalk. ( which is not even close ) :x
3) What colour eyes does this person have?
cock colour

X is for XIN YI
1) How old have you met this friend?
since erm. p6?
2) Whats his/her pet name?
idk.
3) When does this person look best?
idk too. LOL!

Y is for YUSUF
1) How old were you when you first met this person?
sec 1
2) What do you think of this person?
always spit at me -.-
3) Have you heard this person sing?
hell yeah.

Z is for ZUBAIDAH
1) Does this person have MSN?
yes.
2) What is his/her favourite sport?
idk.
3) When did you last se this person?
during recess at idk when.

phew. i typed everything by hand
and people who sees this please repost! :D

You said move on,

2009-05-15T20:24:00.004+08:00

where do i go?

i have not been blogging for DAYS! =O
past few days got mid year.
sucks.
dont like exams.
or rather, i dont like using my brains -.-

anywayyyy,

monday
holiday.
mug a little.

tuesday
emaths paper 1 and social studies
garh.
social studies got one chapter i never study.
11 marks leh! T.T
* heart shattered *
wednesday
chemistry and geography.
geography okay okay only lorh.
chemistry hard like hell larhs
like so freaking hard.
comfirm fail.
T.T
thursday
emaths paper 2
some people say its hard.
i find it easy leh =O
die!
actually its unbelievable lah
never listen to class still find paper easy.
shit. im nervous now!
+.+
friday
physics and POA.
physics also darn hard.
POA okay okay only
but the trading, profit and loss i do half only T.T
argh.
darn lots of careless mistakes.
sucks
next monday
amaths.
sure flunk one.
unless some miracle happen.
which never will.
-.-

today
forgot to bring calculator.
nice one cynthia.
POA no calculator.
luckily POA is the second paper.
so went around asking for calculators during break.
somehow only one person lent me -.-
all also need to use.
THANKS AGAIN DERICK! :D :D :D
saved my paper man!
or else i last in POA again -.-

then sth very retarded happened.
after POA exam, find derrick to return his calculator.
returned already. walked down the stairs with nazhifah.
then somehow i slipped. ended up rolling down the stairs.
twisted my ankle =.=
fuck. now im like walking like a duck.
luckily dad fetched me.
or else i had to hop all the way home? WTF!
hopefully my ankel recover this weekend.
or else next week sports carnival cannot play :(

29 MAY MEET THE BLOODY PARENTS.
im scared x.x
both of my results and what the teachers is gonna rant bout me =O

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

anyway found a video of how typical philipinos talk
darn hilarous

Try.

2009-05-04T17:31:00.006+08:00

is all we have to do.
its up to me and you

here to post again!
i know.
tmr's the first day of mid year, what am i doing here?
im very sick of studying already man.
so many things i have not catch up.
and im very scared.
omg yes. im very scared.
yet, i dont really feel the stress.
as compared to last year.

so many ppl falling sick recently,
soon its my turn.
or perhaps, its already my turn.
oh so, whatever.
random update of today.

brought bread to school :D
nutella!
its oh-so-awesome till nazhifah want half.
then of course i kindly gave her half.
then shes like complaining that the chocolate is so-very thick.
LOL!
i like thick stuffs what,
i love the rich taste of chocolate in my mouth.
shes like, its so thick that i cant taste the bread.
LOL!
thats the whole point sayang.
its wholemeal.
who wanna taste that?
hah!
then blah blah blah
stay back for english extra lesson
blah blah blah
after school, wait for nazhifah to clean the classroom with the classcomms.
oh one thing thats freaking funny.
classcomms, staying back to clear the rubbish bins
LOL!
that totally hilarious la.
so, while waiting, went toilet to find aliah.
blah blah
LOL
then she asked me if i wanna go canteen with her, im like : nahs later i missed him.
LOL!
then aliah imitate me sarcastically.
thn while she opening the door to the staircase.
boom!
he and his friends walked up.
and i think they heard me.
-.-
LOL!
asshole.
anyway, i dint really say who it is (:
i just cant seem to run away from embarrassments
blah la la.

I really love him cause he's everything I want .
He's always there for me, cares for me , loves me ..
So why did he leave me?

And even though its different now,

2009-04-30T20:42:00.003+08:00

your still here somehow

wooh. here to blog.
for the next few weeks! (:
gonna mia from blogger.
so dont bother to come till after exams.
unless of course, ur here to click on my ads :D

so,
Monday
dont think anything exciting happened.
so yeah. oh idk which day, oscar playing with the stapler, then he stapled his finger.
its like damn funny
hes like flipping the stapler back and fourth then suddently, SNAP the stapler stapled his finger
LOL!

oh. and i passed a note to vickrum. then i threw it at him.
somehow i threw both a squashed tissue and the note.
the note landed behind his chair he dint see
then few mins later i asked if he read the note. his like wait.
then he take the tissue and open it up using two fingers.
like WTF. LOL!
thank god the tissue is clean la.
really its clean.
LOL
he actually thought that the tissue paper was the note.
LOL!

Tuesday
dint run 2.4 again.
since i passed lazy to run as my legs hurt really bad.
i suspect its my bones stretching. and so on.
IM GROWING TALLER! :D

then during geography,
the usual. compete with izhar see who finish copying the notes first.
he cheated. as usual.
keep pulling my paper.
anw, thats not the point.
i was like asking him if he got hear some songs before.
hes like : i dont really rmb title. you sing the chorus maybe i might know.
then i started singing
he keep interrupting me, tell me to sing the chorus.
then i keep repeating: i AM singing the chorus.
LOL!

then weoi jie ( idk how to spell) told me some chinese lame joke. in chinese
then izhar keep laughing.
i was like : hey u understand chinese meh?!
his like : no. hahaahah
then he keep laughing at his own joke.
LOL!
retarded man.

went home with izhar and nazhifah afterward.
like finally get the chance to go home with nazhifah.
first time this year i think.
LOL!

Wednesday
i think nth much happened.
except stayed back for physics
till 4?!

oh oh oh!
then i asked teacher to explain a qns to me.
she used the board cause she dont have paper...
so anyway.
vickrum was like standing on the teachers right, then nikita was on the teacher's left.
then suddently, vickrum throw the paper ball. supposingly aiming at nikita.
somehow he missed, he aimed right at miss tan's head la.
then i just stand there and laugh.
its so LOL lah.
i just saw the whole thing. and i just stand there and laugh.
LOL!

Thursday
had a terrible flu in the morning.
due to that fact that i forgot to cover myself with my blanket. thats why got flu.
not beacause of the swine flu or what so ever.

sat beside izhar the whole day.
his laughter can kill la.
laught till like some crazy witch like that.
then today i think its tee yuan. idk who la
idk if its rubber bands or punching.
and i think its at calvin's you-know-where.
i really not sure of the details.
then out of the blue, calvin go up to tee yuan and swear.
like damn loudly la.
kaobei, cheebai (then pause for like a few seconds) FUCK.
LOL
everyone just stare la.
then me and vickrum just start laughing.
LOL!
idk why but its damn funny.
then we had to control our laughter cause no one's laughing.
LOL!
then teacher like got mood swing or whatsoever.
shes like: you better control ur language blah blah blah
then shes like: if only all of ur compo's can have flowers like that.
then whole class start laughing.
esp vickrum
he controlling his laughter all the while la.
then he just go on and on laughing like some sex maniac

oh. oh. oh
and nazhifah asked if i heard the song unlimited by simple plan before.
told her idk.
so she played on the piano for me to recall.
somehow it sound familar but unlimited? simple plan? i dont think i got it right.
just now msn her asked her whats the song she referring to during recess.
she like : unlimited - simple plan
i seached for it.
no such song
i asked if shes sure.
cause i only found untitled and not unlimited.
LOL!
ite, its untitled -.-
idiot keep telling me unlimited
make me think so much
LOL!

whooh!
very big and colourful post! :D
nice nice.
oh yes i needa start sliming down.
mum say if i grow any fatter, im gonna look like a dwraf.
fat and short.
such mother one :X
so im skipping luch and dinner these few days
and eat apples! :D
i eat like 4-6 apples a day larh!
big and sweet.
:D

so then,
GOOD LUCK FOR MYE PPL!
toodles! :D

Happy ending

2009-04-27T20:12:00.002+08:00

now i know.

watched happy never after with sister.
not bad.
love then ending.
damn unique.
prince kissed sleeping beauty, he fall asleep instead of the princess waking up.
haha

oh-my-god.
exams next tuesday,
and im like watching movie almost everyday.
shit shit shit.
must study already.
stop introducing awesome movies to me people.
for the time being that is :D
hahahaha.

your gone and left me standing all alone

2009-04-25T15:40:00.004+08:00

and i know i got to face tommorrow on my own.

watch angus, thongs and perfect songgings. again.
Tommy Bastow is oh-so-hot lah!

tonight going some bbq party.
dont feel like going man.
eat eat eat.
i feel very very fat already.
even mum says so.
i denied it saying its baby fats.
LOL!

And in the circle hes making,

2009-04-24T19:50:00.004+08:00

i will always revolve.

watched angus, thongs and perfect snoggings.

totally awesome movie.

totaly bitchy ass kind.

so worth watching :D

sex god boyfriend.

hotstuff!

LOL!

You know I'd fight for you

2009-04-23T19:22:00.003+08:00

but how can i fight for someone who isn't even there

watched 17 again.
quite nice i will say.
though the ending is expected.

tmr HL.
dont feel like running.
keep running these few weeks.
yet i feel like running.
sweat my ass out.
sheesh.
i dont know what i want.

Im not the only one for you.

2009-04-22T19:16:00.003+08:00

but your the only one for me

found some lyrics
pretty nice.
enjoy. (:

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty or I've ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that
And you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to
Sweep you off to your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.

But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is pumpin', oh,
It's putting up the fight,
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright,
And don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me.

But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

(Stay) If you leave me tonight,
(Close) I'll wake up alone,
(Don't) don't tell me I will
(Go) make it on my own,
(Stay) don't leave me tonight,
(Close) this heart of stone
(Don't) will sing till it dies
(Go) if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

I'll be strong

2009-04-17T18:10:00.004+08:00

you'll see (:

now i finally know what does family means la.
say, i really need to thank u these fugly bitches man.
u made me realise that family come first no matter what happens. unlike u dogs.
plain jealous that i have a family that truely loves and always there for me.
sound cheesy, lame, immature.
so what.
listen up you all these cheapskate slut face.
say all you want bout me.
i wont give a shit from now on.
cause i dont wanna level down myself to ur cheapskate standed.
my family work their ass of as to pull me off u guys, i dint listen.
now i heard u guys all clearly.
and now you guys give me even more reason to be
proud that my family CARE for me.
and decide not to classify me with u these cheap and fake stuffs.
so continue being jealous of me.
the more u bitch, the more i learn.
the more u are jealous of me, trying to ruin my life.
the more i believe the fact that u guys are nth but a cheapskate piece of shit.

let me tell you this.
i can live without friends.
and i dont need friend.
especially not with you this kind same pieces of crap.
theres a phrase in chinese.
a dog will never change its habit of eating shit.
thats what all of u been doing.
and u guys can never change that fact.
i wont even be bothered.
:D

go doggy go.
eat ur shits.
:D

baby i was naive

2009-04-16T21:49:00.004+08:00

got lost in ur eyes

today pe i ran 2.4 again.
14:04
yay!
but the mass run better.
13:19
whoohhhh
i wanna run again next week.
beat the mass run record :D :D :D

you may not know this

2009-04-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

but those days are my happiest

just finished watching hannah montana the movie.
not bad.
but the ending all, is expected.
but its still not bad.
worth the time.

so, im rotting.
and taufiq dont want to help me find out the strumming pattern for the song im looking for.
so im pissed.
i hate my life man.

blah blah blah.

A piece of heaven

2009-04-15T20:49:00.003+08:00

and i wish for the stars too.

i got no idea what to blog bout.
shall skip that school part.

cca.
damn fun cans.
not the party, but with madeline all.
LOL our ass out larhs.
then have to get food.
jonathan dont wanna eat.
end up foreced by teacher.
so he took a hotdog ONLY.
then like idiot larh.
only a hotdog on a plate.
LOL!
then me lk, lenon all laugh our ass off.
damn funny cans.
only madline dont get why we are laughing.LOL
damn slow one.

lame.

I love being around you

2009-04-14T19:11:00.002+08:00

even though you may not be there.

today i kinna started a bad habit which i had to stop.
freaking addicting
i like said the word " fucker" like more than 60 time at least.
LOL!
pe.
ran 2.4
my shoelace keep coming out.
then i keep screaming fucker.
then everytime someone overtake me i say again.
then i overtake ppl, i say : hah! fucker!
LOLOL!
not bad lehs.
my 2.4 better and better.
15:35 :D :D :D
i want aim.
14 and below :D

physic.
retest that speed test.
fail again.
3/25
fucker!

cause after pe is recess.
then immediately went to buy drink.
sweating my ass out.
charlotte stare at me.
LOL
i say : why nvr see a very hot babe sweating before ah. LOLOLOL!

sat outside.
at that umbrella table there.
cantten damn warm and noisy.
cant take it.
end up me and emel sitting with grace and backbone :X

maths.
slept.
blah blah.

geo.
izhar darn cute larhs.
keep copying my answers.
then i do the same he dont let.
then we like 2 retarded ppl like that.
keep covering our paper.

ohohohoh!
and that dig-nose-boy ask teacher how the ppl change the shape of the river,
i was like : dig larh. just like how u dig ur nose.
LOLOL!

aft sch. cooking.
damn tired cans
stand for hours facing that heat. smelling like prawns.
blah blah.

guitar-ing now
cant find the strumming pattern for 1234 i love you.
anyone know? :P

Even if its all meant to be

2009-04-13T18:36:00.004+08:00

i will still never agree

i got nth much to blog bout these few days.
but hey!
im learning 1,2,3,4 by plain white tees on guitar.
stuck halfway :P
and i fucking cried after watching the video larhs.
fucking sweet
esp the last part.

your the best thing in heaven that i see

2009-04-10T18:05:00.003+08:00

and it will always stay that way.

yay!
mass run!
2nd girl in 3 classes!
omg omg omg
happy happy happy! :D

after run, viki saw that constant face guy.
LOL
then both of us keep immitating them at their faces.
LOLOL!!!!!

aft run, wanted to buy red bull.
cause very tired.
aliah dont allow.
say she dont want to witness me having sugar rush AGAIN.
LOLOL!
then blah blah
one whole ride.
then lazy to update already! :D
LOL
toodles

one should not greed

2009-04-07T21:38:00.003+08:00

as there's no such thing as best of both worlds.

today.
morning had a very sad talk to aliah.
she damn cute one.
can cry and mad at someone both at the same time. LOL

pe.
ran 7 times around half the field.
first to finish again! :D
nvr stop one leyy.
then sweat till sweat dripping
LOL!
then teacher say want play some game
dog and bones. if im not wrong.
but somehow some ppl keep complaining.
then teacher pissed.
walk away.
but ite whole class apologised.
blah blah.
the game damn fun.
did sth damn funny.
one 3/1 knows
*personal*
LOL!

aft sch.
EM. went all the way to kallang
talk bout some oven
blah blah.
ate. yumms.
then L-A-W-L-ED all the way back to sch.
LOL!

oh oh oh and sangeetha said she use her earpiece to play skipping.
LAWL LAWL LAWL!!!!
retarded woman.
she just keep embarassing herself la.
putting her hp.EVERYWHERE.
and you know what i mean saggy
LOLOLOLOLOL!

Everytime your near i feel like im in heaven

2009-04-06T20:17:00.005+08:00

and i will never let that feeling go away.

this week very packed!
for me that is.
i cant seem to find time for me to do my nafa this week loh.
today went for that gym thingy.
no need to study :D
mum ask me what i did today.
i was like : i went there see ppl jump about. and all i did was press the bell every 50 seconds! :D
then mum give THAT face
LOL!
but not bad la.
can slack and still get CIP

argh.
i dont want do nafa next week man!
with sec 2!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
tmr got cooking.
wed got cca.
thursday got mass run.
argh argh argh.
want stay back also no time -.-

whatever la.
the most do during pe or sth.
i see if can pon that dumb cca.

oh and btw ppl, dont ever lend vikram your psp, hp or whateversort.
IM SO ANGRY WITH HIM TODAY LAH.
first play with my psp then overwrite my 93% game.
now 1% -.-
i took like how long to get to 93% larhs!
then i dont want lend him my psp already.
when gonna sit down, he pull away my chair.
__ __ ____________________
and i fell -.-
INFRONT OF LIKE HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE LARHS!
argh argh!
im so gonna fuck him upside down tmr.
comfirm one.

anyway,
found this quiz while blog hopping.
quite interesting.
Rules:
1. Put your itunes, windows media player, etc. On shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Save your title as the name of the first song.
7. Have fun!

If someone says 'are you okay' you say?
If you seek amy.

What would best describe your personality?
Tears in heaven.

How would you describe yourself?
Thanks for the memories.

What do you like in a guy/girl?
circus.

How do you feel today?
Your gurdian angel

What is your life's purpose?
Your call

What's your motto?
I kissed a girl

What do your friends think of you?
mad. LOL this is kinna true.

What do your parents think of you?
My everything. LOL! maybe.

What do you think about very often?
wwhen your gone.

What is 2 + 2?
thinking of you.

What do you think of your best friend?
let me love you. LOL!!!

What do you think of the person you like?
I just dont love you no more.
wtf! LOL!

What is your life story?
What hurts the most

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Living in a world without you.

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Dirty little secret.
LOL!

What will you do at your wedding?
Tonight i wanna cry. LOLOLOL!

What will they play at your funeral?
shattered glass

What is your hobby/interest??
Im yours

What is your biggest fear??
Broken strings

What is your biggest secret?
Love story.

What do you want right now?
Always be my baby.

What do you think of your friends?
Im all about you.

What's the worst thing that could happen?
I do.

What is the one thing you regret?
Touch my hand. -.-

What makes you laugh?
Give you hell.

What makes you cry?
Hot and cold.

Will you ever get married?
I wanna make love right now
oh fuck. no! LOL!

What scares you the most?
Everywhere.

Does anyone like you?
Face down

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
If we were a movie.

What hurts right now?
tonight.

LOL!
so crappy la!
LOL!
but damn fun larhs.

your gonna see me in your dreams tonight

2009-04-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

my face is gonna haunt you all the time

HL
run again!
this time first girl leh!
chiong like siao one.

POA teacher play game.
damn fun.

math.
i finally listened to teacher!
understood sth leh.
i just realised, i only listen to teacher explaining amths.
emaths i heck one.
LOL

recess kena attacked my emel.
cause she dont wanna admit sth.
still threaten me!
huh!
LOL!

Physics.
got back test results.
5.5 /25
LOL!
my partner worse.
2 nia
LOOLOLOLOL!

cca.
laugh with aliah and madaline.
laugh our arse off at super lame things

aft cca,
took one whole bus ride with aliah.
blah blah blah.

the end! :D

Everything changed

2009-04-02T19:39:00.004+08:00

but my heart still stays the same

yay new blog skin!
freaking bright if u ask me.
totally H-O-T!
yet it looks abit disturbing.
LOL whatever.

aliah and emel come my house again.
as usual.
laugh our ass off.

feeling very pissed recently.
idk why too.
whatever.
shan't say much or i will start offending ppl.

Im too much of a fool.

2009-04-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

april's fool.
very reatarded. but very funny.
tricked aliah a few times she fell for it.
got tricked back by shien.
tried very darn hard to trick izhar. but hes freaking hard to trick.
recess, aliah all making fun of the way i pronuce otah.
like wtf. nth wrong hor!
LOL!
then hannah all say the way i say like squidwerd.
LOL!
then i say hannah nose more like him.
LOL!
then i keep laughing my ass off.
suddently hannah chase after me.
i was like : help help im being attacked by squidwerd nose!
LOL!!!!!!
run and laugh run and laugh.
LOL!

cca darn funny.
as usual.
then kena scolded my mrs tan for laughing too much.
LOL!

i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

2009-03-27T22:46:00.003+08:00

i hate today
i hate school
i hate my phone
i hate the heat
i hate homework
i hate waking up early
i hate sweating
i hate my leg cramps
i hate my sweaty plams
i hate thinking hard of what to text you
i hate being so jealous
i hate missing you so much
i hate laughing so much till my cheeks cramp
i hate not having chocolates when i needed them so much
i hate hating everything

practically i hate my life.
sucks

In my heart you'll always be everything

2009-03-27T18:05:00.005+08:00

and more to me

morning went school with emel.
settle misunderstand between her and aliah.
then got one immature bitch.
freaking immature i tell you.
what, i say want us to fade away.
obviously meant im asking in a not so embarassing way if she want to talk to her alone.
then wtf, that freaking dumb bitch like scold me fuck off
then go into her dumb class saying me bitch all.
like wtf. hello.
your so dumb to not understand simple english larhs.
dumb, dont talk to me.
then i went toilet.
then she say i go toilet cry.
wtf? go toilet means cry?!
no sense larh.
so if i ask teacher if i can go toliet. if they dont allow means i must cry in front of them?
wtf.
shes like the dumbest species around larh.
one and only.
very idiotic.
still say what i dont dare face her -.-
fuck larh
see her face only i want to slap the shit out of her larhs.
cheap bitch. even the guys in ur class say so.

make me so very angry till my fucking face red.
very dumb and fat and immature retarded bitch.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

whatever dont talk bout her

HL.
i ran ran ran!
tired like hell larhs.
but ite manage to finish it.
third girl somemore! :D :D :D
but then leg cramp getting worse.
my leg like going to tear apart loh!
whatever.
i just want to pass my nafa.
so i will endure for a few days first! :D
or else retest retest.
very sickening one.

poa.
the teacher rocks larhs! give chocolate for ppl who ans his qns correctly
nice nice nice :D

after school.
slacked for awhile.
went buy bbt with emel and aliah.
brought banana mocha!
quite nice.

then took one whole bus ride again.
sitting between emel and aliah is a very tiring thing.
crap alot.
making alot of noise too.
LOL.
then aliah say she dont want go home yet.
emel too.
ite go my house.
went games room
read magazines. bitched. and did alot of retarded stuffs.
making us laugh our ass off larhs.
freaking fun with them.
then we are so bored to the extend that we anyhow press numbers and called them.
but, we called for like 10 over number.
all either is nvr answer or no such number or cant get through.
LOL!
lameshits.
but i love them so :D
loves babe :)

feeling blue.

2009-03-26T18:38:00.005+08:00

when im trying to forget the feeling that i miss you.

sucks!

bro have to rush to kl for meeting -.-

cant meet him already :(

fishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfish.

argh.

school. very boring.

rush eng compo when reached school.

cant seem to start the first paragraph larh.

then when i finally know how to start, canteen lights off.

like wtf.

LOLOLOL!

so do during lesson.

blah blah.

i actually did my math worksheet in class loh.

first time! ^^

got back report book.

sucks to the core.
sucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksuck

argh.

slept during english lesson.

very boring.

mt. quite fun.

miss soo intro-ed herself.

making the lesson shorter :)

then she got this very smart strategy loh.

if she asked a qns, then u answer w/o her calling you, you get 1 mark for SA1.

then those who raise up only for the sake of getting marks loh -.-

whatever.

aft school, went 883 with aliah.

brought bbt.

took bus.

took the whole ride.

talked ALOT.

very fun.

blah blah.

i sound so no life.

tmr shopping anyone?

im gonna die.

and please babe.

dont keep stuffs to yourself.

it will only become worse.

alot of ppl are there for you.

just pour everything out at once.

cheer up alrights.

loves.

nobody warned me about your smile.

2009-03-25T21:43:00.004+08:00

i felt your smile defeat me.

see! my bro!

friday he going off already :(

tmr last meal with him :(

anw,

today after school had cd through the arts thingy.

very retarded i tell u ( hopefully no 3/1 ppl sees this ) :x

after that waited for aliah class to end theirs.

went cca with aliah and maomao liang popo.

rush my mother tongue compo during cca.

fish la damn hard to do.

then got new teacher somemore.

say if i nvr pass up give yellow form.

like wth? i dont even know whats a yellow form for larhs.

so, ite maomao laing popo helped me :D

i say out what i want to write then she correct my sentence or write out the words for me.

LOL

then we kinna left aliah alone.

so she entertain herself with my chinese dictionary.

LOL!

cca ended. i still haven finish.

so maomao liang popo, madaline and lenon stayed back with me to teach me.

LOL

3 ppl teach 1 person.

alot of words i suddently cant rmb!

then maomao liang popo buy food to eat dont want teach me

say my mother tongue make her dizzy -.-

so left madaline to teach me loh.

then ite i anyhow anyhow.

maomao liang popo say she can go crazy see both my words and chinese standed.

LOL

then finally done.

passed up.

dad fetched me with bro! (:

when to fetch sis, mum.

drop off bro, went eat with grandma.

so, here i am.

whatever.

need to rush my english compo.

wtf. so many compo in my life.

oh. and thank you hairy maomao liang popo for helping me on my chinese!

though i know i will still fail in the end. LOL!

its not my fault that your attractive.

2009-03-24T19:56:00.007+08:00

and im just too attracted to you

heyyos.
see the peektures up there.
cooked them during cooking lesson.
very nice!
esp the chocolate moosé with strawbarries :D
god.
its heavenly.
layer after layer of chocolate!
yummmmmmmmmm
though it get sickening towards the end.
very sweet. till ur throat got that weird yucky feeling.
haha.
but its still nice.

so, school.
cant really rmb much.
except that nazhifah had been making fun of me since recess till lesson end still continuing.
she keep pronucing word wrongly.
then say its i say.
shes just jealous that she cant say it as well as me.
LOL!

p.e
ran up and down the hall.
freaking exhausting.
first time ran 4 rounds.
5:27 mins.
second time, ran another 4 rounds
arsehole damn exhausting.
but ended with 5:03 mins :D
second round still run till leg cramp then want to fall want to fall like that.
LOL!
vickrm ran like mad lah.
then keep shouting at me for running so slow.
argh.
ite. our group ran faster than the first 4 rounds.
so teacher gave us a can of green tea! to share.
and i swear i finished it in like 1 mins larhs.
cause freaking tired and hot.
but somehow i end up drinking it alone.
cause yana dont like green tea, ishaq and vickrum scared kill their sperms.
so left me. i dont hate green tea, and im not afraid of killing sprems, as i dont have any -.-
very lame.

whatever.
brother's back from australia!
for a few days that is.
omg.
im gonna snap pictures like mad when i see him!
misses!

so, toodles!
look forward to the pictures :D

melt me with your smile. burn me with your song.

2009-03-23T17:12:00.005+08:00

first day of term one.
and it sucks to the core.
cant sleep last night! :D
cause i actually fixed my own phone!
yays yays!
no more sucky old phone! :D

so school.
the usual, sucky.
zhen xing and calvin sucks to the core.
dont know what else to update bout it.
so yeah.

oh. and and and
zhen xing still owe me 3 things!
im not gonna allow u to beat me till i got my things! :D
hah! take that sucker!

bullcrap.

fall for you

2009-03-20T13:33:00.003+08:00

im very bored.
i still got loads of hwk not done.
plus holiday hwk.
crap =O
very lazy.
maybe 1 week holiday too short.
-.-

i want a tan!
i need a tan.
so sick and tired of being fair.
camp, last month make me dark till skin peel,
now im back fair.
i want tan tan tan!
no fucking sun!
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit

1 litre of tears.

2009-03-19T19:43:00.003+08:00

omg.
finally finished watching 1 litre of tears.
i know. im very slow :P
but its freaknig nice!
very worth watching :D
so sadddddddddddddddddd.

idk what to update.
so there.
toodles :D

2009-03-15T22:12:00.002+08:00

today was very boring.
slept till 12pm :/
LOL
cause got dad friend came at like 10 a night.
entertain till 12++ buey tahan, went to sleep.
dad and mum entertain till 3+
LOL!
so, morning or rather afternoon,
laze around
pack cupboard, table.
still, doint make much difference
pack halfway, freaking lots of dust, lost interest.
gave up, ite toss everything back
LOL
sarks.

had dinner with family, plus bro and sister-in-law.
first time had lots of fun!
LOL
whole table suddently very lame.
cause i suddently ask if can go buffet, then take away
LOL!
was talking bout my bday lunch,
bro was like, buy the cheap type of plates, then change with the red one
and mum was like saying alot of lame stuffs, till the extend that she suggest us to paint the plates -.-
then she keep laughing at her own joke till tears roll down her cheeks.
retarded man my family,
but its really fun
LOL
love them loads larh

unbeautiful.

2009-03-14T16:51:00.006+08:00

another 14th.
rained.
nth to update bout.
found some lyrics
find it very meaningful.

Unbeautiful- Lesley Roy

Don't hang up,

Can we talk?

So confused

It's like im lost.

What went wrong?

what made you go?

Don't pretend you don't know

This is me

I'm unchangeable

When did we

Fall apart?

Or did you lie

From the start?

When you said

It's only you

I was blind

Such a fool

Thinking we

Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world

And you promised me forever more

Was it something that I said?

was it something that I did?

Cause I gotta know

What made me unbeautiful.

I've been told

Whats done is done

To let it go

And carry on

And deep inside

I know that's true

I'm stuck in time

I'm stuck on you

We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world

And you promised me forever more.

Was it something that I said?

Was it something that I did?

Cause I gotta know

What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up

Cause I'm only dreaming

Get out, get out, get out

Get out of my head now

Because we're much better

All together

Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world

And you promised me forever more

Was it something that I said?

Was it something that I did?

Cause I gotta know

What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful